Chapter 1

Jhan's pov

my head hurts?!,I shouldn't have accept the offer of that bitch. Now my head hurts like a bitch"ahhhh!" I screamed at the top of my lungs hoping for my head ache to go away."ohh look at you,you're already up." Uhh I think I know that voice" Kate go away." I snap how did Kate know my house passcode i mean only me and my guards know my house passcode but how did the heck she enter my house without my guards entering the house passcode because I gave my guards at least 5 days vacation for them to rest for the rest of the week." Uhmm... How did you know my passcode?"I asked and shot my eyes open at her and she is smirking,really your that stupid Jhan? I asked myself" Really sis? You really can't remember what happen last night?" She asked trying to control her anger"nope"I answered hoping for the best that I didn't kill somebody or destroy somebody's property.

"I was told by that bitch that you're so drunk last night that you are yelling your crush's name that you will follow him in heaven and there ,you and him will have a happy life." She explains and I found myself looking at my feet"Do you need some tissues?" She asked and I look at her in a complete confuse face"You're crying" she snap." Say that again." I said and she face palm " Look for yourself." She said grabbing my mirror and shoving it to my face.

I grab it from her hand and look at my face,my face fall into a shock,I reach my face and wipe my tear then look at my hand. My hands are trembling and I look at my sister who has a worried face. She sat beside me and hold my hand.

"I know you still miss him and you still blame yourself because you lost him but please put yourself together sis.."she sighed" don't blame yourself sis nothing will change if you hurt those people who killed him its not even in our hands his fate..."before she can continue her sentence I cut her off" DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT AND DON'T YOU DARE BELIEVE IN FATE BECAUSE THAT IS BULLSHIT DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"I yelled at her and I can see in her eyes that she is hurt by my lethal words.

I jump out of my bed went in to my bathroom slamming the door really hard behind me leaving Kate alone in my bedroom sobbing all alone. I slide down at my door and sob also I can't help myself to think of my love that I lost a year ago even though I even started my job as an secret agent and a spy I've already knew the risk and the hazards but who cares I really love being on a secretive job and if someones is going to judge me well I don't fucking care I can just shot them and hide their bodies forever.

Someone knock on my door slightly "sis when we are over with this crying thing I'll be in the kitchen waiting for you and for me to shove a lot of food in your throat until you will promise something to me." She said but I can stop myself from smiling"o...okay"I stuttered" you better be"she this is going to be a long day.

A/N:

This is already my second book in qoutev but I cant function really well because most of my time even if I'am online I feel really shitty about me thinking of a lot of things and I'm already stress but I can't let you guys waiting so maybe tomorrow I can update...THANK YOU to those who read my books.

-NICKI

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