hi there. m back with another story.. this one is dedicated to my sweet friend edwardelric108.. afterall it was her idea to write the story.. thank you ed... thank you all of you for your constant support... i hope you like it... :) :)
sorry if anybody feel hurt by my stories... this stories does not point to any country, people, lifestyle or anything.. its pure fictional and have nothing to do wid reality... sorry for any offensive thing that my story conveys...
disclaimer: i dont own kwms and m deeply pained to know that its ending... :(
"Phew..." Edward heaved a sigh as he closed the door for his room. It had been a hectic day.
With Usui showing up in raven castle the rest of the day had been bustling with guests. Everybody looking for assurance or something to cook a story upon.
"Huff..." In this world of elites every family is alone. Rest of the world is like sharks. Trying to bring down the weak fishes.
"Patricia.." She was one such shark only. But with an innocent heart. And now her son has inherited the same qualities. "Gerrad.."
Edward pitied him like he pitied every other soul in this world. He had been weak like his mother and yet like her took the burden of family's name on his shoulder.
Edward knew Patricia would be proud of him. He followed her advise and lived upto her expectations. But she will also be sad. She would never want her son to bear such a miserable fate as her.
"I am just glad that Usui is not suffering from same disease.." Atleast a part of Patricia will remain alive in this world and would continue to live like she ever wanted.
"Aren't you angry with me?" Gerrad's words had made no sense to him. Edward never hated Usui or Yuu for that matter.
He always knew that apart from royal blood he had nothing to match with the epitome of perfection. He was infact glad that Patricia could live her dreams in her dying days.
He loved Usui as much as he loved Gerrad. He could never hate anything related to her.
He just wished that there was actually someone to showered that fatherly love and care on Usui. Whether it was him or Yuu didn't matter. Well he guessed even though, Yuu would have been better role model than himself. He is a useless nature freak.
He always wondered where Yuu was now. He wished he could see him once and thank him for being there for Patricia and apologize for keeping him away from his son. He often wondered if Yuu even knew he has a son.
Even now when he look back in time he wonders what he could have done to make things right. If it had been anyone but him they certainly would have taken a lead in setting things right but not him. No. He just stood aside being a spectator to whole drama.
It was all such a rush. Patricia being pregnant. Yuu disappearance. Grandfather coming into action. Usui birth. Patricia death.
So many things were left unsaid and so many regrets were buried deep within. If just there had been someone to open these sealed hearts things wouldn't be like they are today.
Above all he worried for grandfather. In above circumstances nobody was wrong just the time wasn't right. In all this grandfather was the one that was worst hit.
He not only lose his only daughter but took the blame for her miseries on himself. One thing that he could never get over. He still sees reflection of his mistakes in Usui and thus the hatred.
This hatred only created more problems than it solved. Usui developed as a stranger to the family and grandfathers only chance to repent was gone with him.
Edward hoped that Usui had been with them. To be a little brother to Gerrad and to be a family that would make Patricia happy. Her dream world.
He still wants to set things right for her. But his time is gone long now. His chance is lost.
Edward wish for someone that would show light in life of people he loved. Clear the mess of misunderstandings and self pitying. Someone bright and courageous that could shook hearts of walker family.
"Misaki Ayuzawa..." Edward's thought trailed off.
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