Shin/Uchi – The Hearts Desire

Author Note: When I write this I see It as the Live Drama as I prefer that. So please think of It In that way. If you do not like the Live Drama do not read. What do you think of the whole story. Please read all chapters before commenting. Compliment's and constructive criticism gladly read.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gokusen or anything associated with It. The only thing I own Is the plot idea for this story.

Chapter One: My Only Thought

Shin mentally sighed as he sat at his desk. Yankumi was talking about some field trip to God knows were, he wasn't really listening.

All he could think about was the beautiful blonde who was sitting next to him. Uchi was his best friend and had been for A long time. He was the only one In the class who seemed to understand that he liked peace and quiet.

Uchi glanced over at Shin just then and flashed him A smile that sparkled brightly. He had such charm and youth.

Shin let his lips curve into the smallest of smiles that only Uchi with his well trained eyes would be able to detect. Shin wasn't one for smiling A lot so when he did people tended to make A big deal out of.

Later at lunch Shin was sat outside with Uchi on the benches "What was Yankumi talking about In class, where Is this field trip?" he asked.

Uchi smiled and rolled his eyes "You spend so much of your time daydreaming and sleeping you never hear." he said and ruffled Shin's hair. He was probably the only person apart from Yankumi who could get away with that.

Shin batted his hand away playfully "Seriously I didn't hear." he said.

Uchi laughed "Were going camping for five days." he said.

Shin groaned at this. He hated camping and Uchi knew It all to well.

"Don't worry your not sharing with any of the others I made sure we were sharing so you won't be kept up all night." he said.

Shin looked A lot happier at this and gulped down his ice coffee. "OK, come on lets get back to class we don't want to get caught by Sawatari." he said jumping down of the table part of bench they were sat on.

Uchi mimicked being sick at the idea of Sawatari and followed Shin or rather his bottom.

This was Uchi's deepest secret. For the longest time now, he had had A crush on Shin and over the time he had known Shin that crush had developed into A much deeper stronger feeling. He couldn't go A day without thinking of Shin and If he didn't get to see him he was moody the whole day. Shin was the first thing that he thought of In the mornings and the last before he fell asleep. He dreamed of being able to hold his hand and kiss him lovingly before everyone else without both the others and Shin feeling repulsed. That was Uchi's darkest fear that If he ever confessed that Shin would push him away and never speak to him again. He couldn't risk what they had now.

It was sad that neither knew how deep each others love for the other was.