A/N: It kind of expands Lee's backstory so please be kind to me... I'm in the middle of procrastinating and this is my first fanfiction, so it may come out crappy at parts. Yeah...
Oh, and just in case you say that his wife isn't dead, I read somewhere in Dave Fennoy's twitter that he killed her along with the Senator. Just saying.
August 15, 20_, 1:35 PM
Hello, dear.
I will be starting these… diaries. You killed me, so I guess I'll have to pay back by mocking you secretly in Hell, right? Well, you deserve this, no joke. hell, what am I saying? Will you even read this? If you know these existed, will you even open the cover? I even bet you wouldn't, because you can't handle all these hate.
I see you've been stuck into Earth in the wrong time. Good, good. Well, you gave me hell before. I was feeling so horrible too, you know? You never paid attention to me. Then you're going to rage to me because I was with someone else? What the fuck, Lee? That's just karma. Don't judge me for you were never in my place. I'm glad you're stuck there. Well, I guess it was a stroke of luck that policeman was pretty caught up on his own rant that he didn't notice that… walker in the street. I still don't know what to call those.
I guess I can watch you from here and see what stupidity you do. I'll try not to laugh. It's like watching a TV show, except that I will never ever feel proud of you. It's just me that watches this little show, anyway. I feel like you're a little kid I saw in the street, doing something stupid.
Oh my, I'm excited. I see you falling in that cliff. Banging your head. I see the cop being bit by that walker. I'm sure he'd give you a glimpse of hell later, right?
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Same day, 2:38PM
Well, that ended well. You actually managed it. I actually never knew where did you get these fighting skills. I know firing a gun's elementary for adults, but a shotgun? That's a different story. I still cringe at the sight of the cop's brains.
Crawl out now. I see that little girl. I think she's enamored by the entire thing she saw.
Go and follow her. Safety, huh? That's quite the understatement.
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Same day, 3:14 PM
Now, what the hell?
You can't even take care of your own wife, and then you take this little girl with you? What's her name, Clementine? I bet she'd be suffering in your hands. Oh, poor kid. And at the first day I see that she already thinks you're some sort of knight in shining armor.
Well, such a shame. I saw her. She was pretty, smart, and mature. If we had a daughter, I would have our daughter to be like that. Well, fuck that. You were too busy for one anyway, and you would have bored her with your history crap.
I do wish she had dropped that hammer on your head. That would be a lovely sight.
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Same day, 7:37 PM
Well, goodnight, dear.
Unfortunately I cannot comment on anything I saw before you slept tonight. Must have been a surprise. Earlier you were in the middle of the way into prison, and now you're in the middle of hell. Quite hard. Don't go relaxing in that barn. I know it looks safe, but safety isn't permanent. You know that right?
Change is permanent in this word, dear. Do remember that. Now sleep in that barn that smells like shit, you deserve it.