Big Girls Don't Cry, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or The song the go to their rightful owents.

Based on "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

He's gone I think I finally realized he's not coming back he's gone for good. It's been 6 months since he left, but I realized maybe it's better that hadn't gone I wouldn't have found Jacob. I think I love Jacob and my love for him is what got my through this.

I need some shelter of my own protection, baby

To be with myself and center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I guess Jacob is my Proctetion from the meomry of what used to be. I love Edward and there is no chaning that but it's time to move on. I don't even think I could love him if he did come back.

hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

I've had plenty of time to think about this, Edward, he's never coming back. I should just accept it. I have only half a heart left but I try to live with half a heart. I don't need to cry over Edward anymore, because those tears are just going to waste.

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

Edward will always have part of my heart but I can't let him rip the half I have left up. sometimes I Jacob makes me think the other half is there. I love him but it's time to move on with my life. I love Jacob now he is my other half

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and Uno cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine

Valentine

I guess until now I never thought about giving my heart to Jacob. I know he won't break it like Edward. Maybe Edward has moved on too, maybe he can love someone else so I don't feel Guilty for being happy with Jake. Jacob my best freind and lover.

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers

And share our secret worlds

As I left the Cullen house I said" Good Bye Edward I hope you have a nice forever but me I'll stick to my lifetime, a lifetime with Jake. Don't worry I'll just be a memory in the next 100 years, you'll still be here and I'll have faded from everyones memory."

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself, and center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I go home and I see Jake there smiling on the couch with Charlie watching the game. I know everything is going to be all right without Edward.

I hope you know, I hope you know