Chapter 1: The hidden feelings of Petunia
Petunia had never hated her sister Lily. She just couldn't stand that Lily was given the ability to use magic and that she, Petunia, wasn't. The afternoon that Lily got her Hogwarts letter was the moment she had slowly become jealous of her sister. Her parents adored Lily and her magic, and they would never be as proud on Petunia as they were on Lily.
So from then on Petunia ignored Lily when she came home in the holidays. She wouldn't speak to her, only if it was absolutely necessary. Mr and Mrs Evans thought it would just blow over, but the relationship between the two sisters would never be the same.
When Lily was at Hogwarts she would always try to send Petunia letters, with those stupid owls of course, but Petunia never replied. Even after Lily graduated and moved out of the house to marry that boy, James Potter, she would try to contact Petunia, but Petunia wouldn't hear any of it.
There was only one time that she went to have dinner with Lily and James and her husband Vernon. But that was only because her parents had forced her. The meeting had only made her more jealous of Lily. Lily and James looked so incredibly in love, the looks and complements they gave each other, it was enough to make Petunia feel sick, because Vernon would never look at her that way.
From then on she tried to act like Lily didn't exist, she would even walk out of the room when her parents talked about Lily. And after a few months, Lily stopped sending letters to Petunia, probably knowing that Petunia would never answer her.
But when Petunia found little Harry Potter on her doorstep on 1 November 1981 she was shocked.
When she opened the letter and read that Lily and James had been murdered she was sad, as much as she didn't want to be sad. She decided that she would take care of the kid. But she would never admit to anyone, not even to Vernon, that she missed her sister. But she would never treat Harry the same as her son Dudley, she didn't want him to be jealous of Harry, she would act like it was a bad thing to have magical powers.
But when little Harry opened his big green eyes, she knew it was going to be the hardest task she would ever have in her live, because she would be reminded by her sister every day.
AN: Hi everyone, thanks for reading my story! Please leave a review? I'd like to know what you think of it!The next chapter will be about the first summer after Harry returns from Hogwarts, the title of the story tells you what happens next!
