To Butch…my one and only…
I feel so lonely…
Its feels like you left me here,
In a world that wants me dead.
Why?
You are supposed to care…
Do you?
Can you came and rescue me from this place?
Or do you want me to rot in hell?
I am confused…and I know you are too.
This must be a huge joke,
You just want to get even. Do you?
After all, it was you that ruined everything.
You changed me in so many ways…
Some were good, some were terrible,
It's been years since we been together.
It was never meant to be, was it?
I…feel so scared,
Betrayed,
Abuse,
Hurt.
It is like have bullets shot right through my heart.
Yet…yet…
I am solid… and happy.
I guess this poem was for you, to show you that I alright.
I am not broken. Nor I am falling apart.
I do miss you but I am strong enough to leave you behind.
Goodbye.
Buttercup