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I didn't really know what loss was until I lost him. I'd never really lost anyone before. I lost my mom, but I'm not quite sure I ever had her to begin with.
When he died, I felt like someone had shot me too. Just taken a machine gun and shot about a hundred rounds into my chest.
We were always so close, more than partners, more than friends, and, in a way, even more close than lovers. Mulder and Scully. Batman and Robin. People joked that we were joined at the hip, and they never thought of him without me, or vice versa.
I never felt like anyone really knew me, until I met him. For the first time in my life, when I met him, I didn't feel alone. Now he's gone, and I'm all alone again.
Now he's gone, and, in a way, I'm gone, too.