I should've kissed you
A/N: So this is my first story and I'm not sure if I'm going to like it so just bear with me and we'll figure this out together.
Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally and I never will. I also don't own One Direction. -_- I wish. I also don't own The Proposal which I use very briefly.
Ally's POV
Why didn't he kiss me? Am I not good enough? Am I not sending the right signals? Or is he just clueless? Let me start at the beginning. Yesterday Dallas asked me out. I was like sure, yeah, whatever, you know? Totally Ally D. So anyway when we went out we ended up going to the beach and then to a scary movie. It was horrible. I fell asleep but Dallas woke me up with his girly screaming. I looked up and the movie showed a guy with a chainsaw. I wasn't scared at all. So I shoved Dallas off and went back to sleep. After the movie I was hungry (Dallas ate all the popcorn. That pig). We went down to the food court and got some falafel (A/N don't ask). During our "romantic" dinner I noticed something tickling my leg. I looked down and Dallas was rubbing his big, hairy foot all over it. I couldn't believe it! But then Austin, that kid is a life saver, came out of nowhere and asked me to write a song with him. Of course I said yes. Dallas was being a pig and not a very polite one either. So after I thanked Dallas I left with a weirded out look on my face with Austin. "Not a nice date, I'm guessing," he laughed. "You only get to say that because you don't like him," I chided. Five minutes with Austin and I was already having a better time. When we went back to Sonic Boom, I locked the door and we went up to the practice room. Neither of us felt like actually writing a song so we watched The Proposal. I just love that movie. When Sandra Bullock proposed to Ryan Reynolds I almost started crying with happiness. Austin started laughing and tickling me though so I didn't get to see the rest of the movie. When he finally stopped he was so close to me. Our breath was one; we couldn't stop staring at each other. I realized how bad I wanted me and Austin to happen. And me, being Ally, got nervous at the random thought, pushed him off and started chewing my hair. How romantic. Austin laughed again and rubbed the back of his neck. "While that was fun Ally, I have to go home. It's almost eleven." "Yeah," I say, "I think I'm just going to stay here tonight." Austin got a funny look on his face. He moved close and leaned closer. I closed my eyes. "Be safe," he whispers. When I open my eyes I couldn't help but be a little confused and upset. Then he left. And now I'm thinking about "the incident" twelve hours later.' Oh boy' I thought, 'this is going to be a long day.'
Austin's POV
When I saw Ally yesterday I thought it was fate. I mean I was going to spy on, I mean observe, her date anyway. I never liked Dallas. I thought he was sneaky and my suspicions were confirmed when I saw him start playing footsie with my innocent Ally. I mean she wouldn't do something like that to me right? So after I saved her, we went back to Sonic Boom. When we started watching The Proposal, I thought 'a chick flick? Awesome! I get Ally snuggles!' which is chickish sounding, I know. When Sandra Bullock proposed to Ryan Reynolds though I mean come on, I had to let Ally know how I felt about her. I couldn't do it just yet so I laughed and starting tickling her. Once I had her on the ground we were so close. I wanted so badly to kiss her. Still I didn't know how she felt about me yet. I couldn't do it. It didn't matter anyway. She pushed me off; I laughed once more and rubbed my neck nervously. "While that was fun Ally, I have to go home. It's almost eleven." She just said, "I think I'm going to stay here tonight". Suddenly I had this really weird idea. I mean now would be the best time to show her I cared and wanted to protect her. What better way to do it than with a kiss? I moved closer, craned my head and… lost my nerve. Her eyes were shut and her breathing was erratic. It was perfect. And what do I say? "Be safe". Two words that don't even begin to capture the attention I want to shower her with. The way I think about her at night. How I want to protect and care for her. Just "be safe". Yeah there's a winning line. Then I left. Now its three in the morning and I can't stop thinking about that moment. I should've kissed her. I will always regret this, the rest of my life. When I called Dez, he couldn't understand the predicament I was in and was he usual Dez self. I kinda threw my phone into the wall. But it didn't break. I had to break something and that something turned out to be a pillow. Big Bad Austin right? Tomorrow I will tell her how I feel. I will. I just have to get the courage and a song. This was going to be a long night.
Ally POV
After working at the store all day the last thing I wanted was a tired Austin. I loved my best friend when he was energetic but tired was scary. I don't mean go take a nap tired. I mean bone tired. "Hey, Ally" he mumbled, "I have a song to play for you." OMG this is why he's so tired. He can't write a song for crap. "Austin go take a nap". "NO! It can't wait I have the courage NOW". "Fine, let's go". When we got up there I noticed I didn't lock the doors. "Austin one minute," I said. "Hurry, hurry, hurry," he mumbled. When I got up to the practice room I noticed the lights were off and some candles had been lit. Is that a rose? "Ally, I need to tell you something after you listen to this song. It pretty much describes how I felt last night."
I keep playing inside my head Cause you were right here It's all that I can think about, oh Is your heart taken? Is your heart breaking? I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you Every morning when I leave my house It's all that I can think about, oh Is your heart taken? Is your heart breakin? I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you When you stood there No, oh... Is your heart taken? Is your heart breakin? I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
All that you said to me
I lie awake just to convince myself
This wasn't just a dream
And I should've taken the chance
But I got so scared
And I lost the moment again
You're all that I can think about
Is there somebody else on your mind?
I'm so sorry, I'm so confused
Just tell me, am I out of time?
How do you feel about me now?
I can't believe I let you walk away
When, when I Should Have Kissed You
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I always look for you, yeah
I see you every time I close my eyes
What am I gonna do?
And all my friends say
That I'm punching over my weight
But in your eyes I
Saw how you were looking at me
You're all that I can think about
Is there somebody else on your mind?
I'm so sorry, I'm so confused
Just tell me, am I out of time?
How do you feel about me now?
I can't believe I let you walk away
When, when I Should Have Kissed You
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
Just a heartbeat away
When we were dancing
And you looked up at me
If I had known that
That i'd be feeling this way
If I could replay
I would have never let you go
Never have let you go...
Am I out of time?
Is there somebody else on your mind?
I'm so sorry, i'm so confused
Just tell me, am I out of time?
How do you feel about me now?
I can't believe I let you walk away
When, when I Should Have Kissed You
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
I should, I should oh, I should have kissed you
Wow. WOW. I can't believe he felt the same way. "Ally let's talk"
Austin's POV
"Ally let's talk," I said. "That song was amazing, Austin." "I know but that's not the point. That is really how I felt last night after I left. Ally I need you in my life and if it can't be as my girlfriend, I don't care. I just don't want to lose you. I couldn't bear it," I whisper standing next to her now. Leaning closer and closer. Her eyes close, "I think I can live with being your girlfriend" My heart races and I lean down and kiss her. I sweet and passionate and 1,000 times better than I ever thought this moment would be. I know I shouldn't have just left her. But I also know she'll understand my reasons. But for now it was just us. And that video camera in the corner… wait. VIDEO CAMERA? My and Ally start screaming "TRISH!"
A/N so I thought it was pretty good and I need comments. Remember Good, Bad, Otherwise. See that review button? Click and reply.