A/N: I need help finding a story. I've been trying to locate it but haven't been very successful. Plus, I'm tired trying to look through my history in my laptop for it, too. I will delete this as soon as someone knows this story and/or says it's been deleted. I hope it hasn't been deleted.
What I remember is this: Cullens leave Bella in New Moon. While they're gone, Bella realizes she's not completely human. She's a shapeshifter, specifically of cats and makes her immortal, that lives to protect vampires forever. She leads a pack just like her. One of the members of her pack wanted to become a doctor and looked up to and respected Carlisle. They protect the Cullens from the La Push wolves. Cullens come back and know something's different with Bella. Bella can't reveal her secret. Bella is no longer in contact with Charlie since she has shifted.
Carlisle figures out the secret. Bella can shift into a kitten and a panther though she likes to shift into a kitten most of the time. This leads to a romance between Bella and Carlisle because it was said that whoever found out the secret that Bella's keeping becomes her mate and frees her of her responsibilities or unless she commits suicide. Thanks.
Everything's all blurry. I'm very numb. I wish someone would help me. Voices around me are too loud, and I don't know what they're saying. I think that the voices are talking to me, but I could be wrong.
How did everything go wrong? Was this my fault? Did I screw everything up? Well, I'm sorry. Truly I am though I would understand if no one talks to me or doesn't even want anything to do with me ever again.
I want to stand up, but I can't. The pain is too unbearable to do so. Red lights are flashing before my vision turns to black.
A/N: After so long, I'm finally back into the writing game. I don't know if I'll even get back to finishing my other stories that aren't completed right now, but I hope I do soon. In the meantime, enjoy this new one for now. This has been in my head for the last week or so. I did the inspiration from a story called Tainted Mirrors by ThePsychoVamp though this story I'm writing has absolutely nothing to with Tainted Mirrors.