I watched her from the other end of the choir room. Holding hands with Jesse, as they snuck smiles at each other as Mr. Shue talked to us about... well, Im not really listening so I have no idea what he was talking about.
Suddenly Rachel got up and walked to the front of the room.
"This song is dedicated to my boyfriend," I imagined her saying Finn over and over but she didnt. Instead she said, "Jesse."
"When I was younger I saw, my daddy cry, and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart as I watched, as he tried to reassemble it.
And my momma swore she would, never let herself forget,
And that was the day that I promised,
I'd never sing of love, if it does not exsist.
But darling you are the only exception..."
I watched her sing the whole time. A pained expression on my face and I could feel the tears coming, wishing that she was singing that to me. When the song ended, I quickly got up from my seat and rushed out of the room. I just couldnt take it.
I wanted her in my life... but she wants Jesse. And that SUCKS!
I walked over towards my locker and sat down on the floor, resting my head in my hands and having them get wet from the tears. No one was left in the school, except the glee clubbers, so I didnt really worry about anyone seeing me.
"Did my song choice offend you?" Said a voice above me. I lifted my head up to stare at Rachel. I just slowly shook my head and wiped my face.
"Then why are you crying?" She asked quietly, sitting down beside me, resting her hand on my shoulder.
"Because... because your with Jesse and... and I still love you," I said that last part quietly, but loud enough so that she could hear me.
"Well, then there is nothing I can do about that. I have moved on, Finn. Maybe you should too," She replied getting up and walking away.
I watched her go, despreatly wanting to run after her, but knowing that she would just reject me in the end.