Chapter I

No I do NOT own this show or have any rights to it.

that all belongs to Dan Schneider so yea.

There it was. There I was sitting on the top of everything you could want and yet still I was bored. I am one a pretty damn good screen writer if I do say so myself. Not only that but I have a damn good sex life and well an amazing boyfriend. Well most of the time amazing accept I am now finding our relationship a drag. I want something explosive and dangerous, but it seems that fire that has kept us through high school and most of college has dwindled. I don't think that oxygen could even revive this fire. All my actions from kisses to the little things I say that rouse his frustrations, have become more of a past time. It's not to say that don't love my boyfriend. It's just to say that maybe it's time for a new kind of break if you catch my drift. Especially now that I got this amazing part in this horror film. It's going to be so great because you see, I wrote it. I put it out there and it was picked up and now I get to be a lead role in my own movie. So much gore. So much pain. Of course there will be the romance and all the other ridiculous things that people insist be in a 'good' movie. I…. Oh shit well Randy that's my Que.

Jade put the book she was writing in away in her safe. It was Sinjin proof so that meant NO ONE could hack in.

"Babe can you hear….," Jade rolled her eyes as she heard Becks voice yelling for her again. She made her way to the kitchen of their one-bedroom apartment.

"oh course I can hear you Beck I would have to be more than deaf to not hear a banshee's cry." Jade smiled as Beck gave her a cup of black coffee and a routine peck on the cheek.

"Yes well I love you too Babe, look I will be late tonight. The show has this annoying actress that just can't seem to get her roles right. At least not when she's around me."

Jade glared as she looked her boyfriend in the eyes, "oh really perhaps I should come to meet this woman who is keeping my bed unnecessarily cold tonight." Beck could hear Jades protective hostility and shook his head.

"Jade you better not just appear at my shooting tonight. Keep those scissors of yours home. Remember you were escorted away by security…." Jade sighs as she pushed away from the counter she was leaning on to wrap her arms around Becks neck.

"So are you going to bore me with details or are you gonna kiss me before you leave. Remember I have to go out of town for my film. You better get it while it's in front of you. There is no telling what I'll do out there." Jade smirked as Beck caved and kissed her, of course in the back of her mind she thought of how there was no sparks of magic. There was no need to tell him that though. Perhaps this was just a fluke and the time she spent apart from him would help this, problem.

Jade watched as beck closed the door before walking over to her living room and plopping on the couch. She picked up the script and looked it over again making sure she remembered everything. If there was one thing that people could say about her, it was that she was dedicated to her art. She took her roles and writing seriously. The one thing that peeved her was the fact that she didn't know who was supposed to play the other lead role. She knew that it was a female and that she was well known, but so were a lot of cast. This character Olivia was chosen late so there was no telling. Jade would just have to wait until she got to the reading what they were all going to do. It was a last minute way to make sure that all the characters matched and all the lines fit. The only thing that worried Jade was the fact that it was a lesbian paring. She never did anything other than experimental kissing with another girl. Jade figured since she was good with a guy a girl shouldn't be too bad. I mean she was a girl after all. Though Jade knew that there was more to it than that. When she wrote this script she wanted to see if she could challenge herself to write for something that was different even for her. Jade didn't have many gay friends so she had to expand her circle so that she could accurately write these characters and fit them into this life.

It was interesting since the need came from this dream she had after she watched this very interesting movie between two female lovers that did everything they could to be together. The whole thing was so different for her with the dynamic of the relationship. Things were relatable yet so new. So in her own way in which she didn't want to admit this was an experiment for her. Jade would get to see what it would be like if she were a lesbian.

A ring from her phone started Jade from her thoughts. It has been two hours already.

"Jade here choose your poison." Jade smirked as she hears a familiar innocent gasp.

"Jade you know that was not nice. Why would try to give me poison?" Jade laughed she loved messing with Cat that little red head was always too gullible.

"Relax kitty what are you calling me for," Jade got up and walked to her room to look through her closet it was time to start packing.

"Oh yea so hey this girl…. then she was so mean….," Jade put her phone on speaker and continued to walk around her room. She gave the proper responses and grunts as she was half listening. Cat could sometimes drag on and on about nonsense, but Jade just didn't have to heart to cut her off.

"…. hey Jade did you HEAR ME…I said Robbie proposed to me?" Jade shook her head to clear her mind. Did she hear that right, Robbie found his balls?

"Well I'll be dammed the kid finally grew some. Well Congrats cat but I'll let you know now it will not be the best to invite me. You know I don't do well with too many colors. Jade could see Cats wedding now with sickening bright colors and candy everywhere. That was something that would truly frighten her.

"But Jadie you have to come…. I'll let you wear all the black you want." Jade sighed as she felt herself already agreeing.

"Fine but there better be lots of wine and I'm bringing my scissors just letting you know now." Jade sat on her bed as she contemplated on two or three suit cases. They will be out there for a while.

"Okay…. Oh oh I'll call you later Jade Byeeeee," with that Cat hung up.

It was ten at night and Jade sat on her bed staring at the T.V screen. Tmz was playing but she was only half listening to what they were saying. Her attention peaked when she heard HER name.

"….and there she is guys Tori Vega on Vogue Mag." One of the guys laughed as they showed the cover.

"Damn she is so hot…I would date…No marry that" A guy with long hair replied.

"Whoa Jeff calm down, though it is true she is looking very sultry on this Mag. It would be hard to believe that she would date you. I mean I think she is dating a girl anyway right?"

Another person stood up "yea some dancer but her Jeff there still might be a chance, there seems to be some bumpy roads in their relationship…."

Jade had eventually stopped listening to them and continued to stare at tori. She did have to admit that Vega was a hot little thing. In all her golden bronze skin and those damn cheek bones. There was something about that girl that always appealed to her. It was as if seeing her again even after all this time, she was still under Jades skin. Annoyed Jade turns off the T.V and roll over to go to sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day. She was sure Back would be giving kisses all the way up until she took off. True she would miss her bed but this was a huge opportunity for her and she would not miss it for anything. Closing her eyes, she took a few deep breaths to calm herself, tomorrow will take a lot of energy from her.

Author Note:

So this is my first fanfiction is a long time (years), so try and go easy on me. I promise to update as soon as I can.

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