A/N: You can take this as a companion piece to Whole, but it can also be seen as a separate piece. If you do take it as a companion piece, it'll shed some light on Dash's feelings. If not… well, just enjoy it!

The sky is grey.

It has always been… it isn't blue, never will be.

Heaven's tears never cease to fall, even when the sky shines brightly with the aid of the sun, for our love is forbidden. The sky is eternally grey to those who can never bask in the light of the sun.

To be honest, I don't really care about anything. I wish we could break away from everything, because I hate to see the way blue eyes fill with tears. I want to protect you and never let go. Instead, I can only hurt you again and again, hoping that you understand: These marks that I put on you are not marks of hate but marks of love; of protection. They mean that you are mine. They mean I love you.

When I punch I think of caressing you, when I kick I think of holding you. I want to be with you.

You must understand, for you are beginning to retaliate. Or are you subconsciously pushing me further away? I don't know. The thought drains me, breaks me.

You are my only thought because there can be no other.

In life you would be the one I am living for, your life far outweighing the value I place on mine. In death I would follow you always, to protect you and be with you. Whether or not society spurns us, you are the only one.

The bible says this is wrong. To enter heaven, mother says that I have to remove the part of me that sins. Well, that is impossible. How could I remove my entire body, my heart and my soul? Therefore, I can never go to heaven. I would love to join you in hell, if that is where we are headed.

Danny, let's go to hell together, hand in hand. Then we'll be happy together.

My soul was always a little sad- even when I had never known your face, I was always thinking of you. I think I already knew your heart. I had always missed you.

The sun is eternally lost to me; I chose you. I will never regret my choice, because you act as my sunshine and more… you represent the ever-forgiving love god is depicted to possess.

Even if I had a choice, if I could be without loving you, I would spurn it. You are the only one that matters.

I don't want to be with you, I truly do not, because our love only brings you pain and heartbreak. I can't resist you, though, your pitiful cries when I even suggest it. No, we will never be without each other.

When you tear you come to me. I mend the injuries, whispering that I love you. Your eyes dazed, you only nod. Perhaps you will never hear, but you mean the most to me. I love you. Aisheteru. Wo Ai Ni. Je ta'ime. Ich liebe dich… I want to say 'I love you' every way I can, even in languages I don't understand, for no matter where I am or what I say, I still love you.

I want to grab your hand and say 'Stay With Me', but words fail. You nod, but do you understand what I'm trying to say?

Please, I beg of you…

Be happy while I'm gone… I don't want to see you too soon…

Danny, you will never hear this, but I really wanted to say that I…

"I love you."

A/N: Angst… it is, in a way, beautiful that their love can reach such great heights, but …