Prologue: Why I Hate School

Something different's been going on. Ever since my dad left and mom started working a full time job, I fell different. My life seemed to still be functioning, but something was missing.

Then I went to a new high school, and everything was great. I had a girlfriend, best friends, and everything was great.

Up until my Junor year.

My girlfriend cheated on me. Her name was Bri, and I felt so mad! I thought she loved me. Turns out, she didn't love me enough to stay with me. Even when I dated Teresa, I still loved Bri. It sounds awful, but I do! I still love her!

Then I broke up with Teresa. She teamed up with Mary, who I surpassed as class president, and they spread lies about me. Horrible lies. Even when I resigned, the lies stuck. No one talks to me. Even Jerry's acting strange around me.

I don't have anyone to talk to. I feel alone and depressed, like life suddenly is pointless. Like it's just endless suffering. I know, deep down, it's not, but why is it like this?

Last year, there was a big fire that killed Spencer, the only one who wouldn't care if I was like this. The only one who would listen.

Now, I wish the fire killed me too.

Okay, so basically Aviator is depressed and confused over what is happening. I know you are all thinking this is going to be sad and depressingly horrible.

But it's not going to.