^.^Hi hi everyone! See I¡¦m trying something new again. Last time I tried
some thing funny this time it¡¦s a song fic! I¡¦ve always loved song fics but
this is the first time I¡¦ve tried one. Please don¡¦t be too hard on me. Oh and
here¡¦s the disclaimer! The song is called ¡¥All or Nothing¡¦ it¡¦s by O-town and
it sound soooo good the characters are by the famous JK and everything else you
don¡¦t recognize is mine! Here¡¦s the fic! Enjoy!^.^
All Or Nothing
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something some where's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older
Harry looked at Hermione across the Gryffindor table at breakfast.
¡¥Great she¡¦s staring off into space again¡¦, Harry thought bitterly. It¡¦s been
two years since Ron has turned to the dark side. He has left them behind and is
off somewhere being a Death Eater. Before he turned Hermione and him have been
together. Over the summer Hermione and Harry had discovered their new feelings
for each other. Sometimes Hermione would be normal. She said herself they are
going out, but at times when she remembers Ron she¡¦s a whole different person.
Harry just couldn¡¦t take it anymore. He knows she misses Ron, he does too, but
sooner or later they¡¦ve got to move on.
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even
there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not
fair
Harry would do anything to win Hermione¡¦s heart even against his best
friend, but the Ron they knew was not there anymore. Harry knows it¡¦s not fair,
since Ron is alive, to ask Hermione to forget him, but Harry couldn¡¦t
take it anymore. He needs her to pay attention to him, to give it all to him.
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
¡¥Should I tell her how I feel?¡¦ Harry wondered. A voice inside him
answered ¡¥Why not? You¡¦d be in no worse state than you are now if you do.¡¦
Harry wish she could tell him if he¡¦s just a friend or is her love for him
true.
There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
¡§Herm.¡¨ said Harry as the two of them sat on the grass by the pond. ¡§Yes
Harry?¡¨ Hermione snapped out of her thoughts. ¡§Herm I have to tell you
something.¡¨ Said Harry, ¡§I know you¡¦ve been thinking about Ron lately and I
understand I miss him too but there¡¦s nothing you can do to change the fact
that he¡¦s gone! I know being best friends we should share, but I can¡¦t stand
sharing you with the memories of Ron anymore. I wish you could just tell me if
you are going to stay with me or not.¡¨ ¡§Oh Harry¡K¡¨ Hermione was lost of words.
¡§Herm. It hurts you know. Losing Ron hurts enough with out you spacing out on
me like that. I hide it, because sometimes when you look at me it feels like
you¡¦re in love with me.¡¨ ¡§I still do¡K I mean I¡¦m in love with you it¡¦s just¡K¡¨
Hermione said quickly. ¡§Herm now when you look at me like that I don¡¦t feel
right any more.
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
¡§Harry don¡¦t feel that way¡K promise me¡K¡¨ said Hermione. Harry stood up,
¡§I¡¦m not going to promise you anything. I need you Herm please tell me what you
want.¡¨ Hermione didn¡¦t know what to say. She too stood up and fled from the
scene.
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
That Night
An owl flew through the Gryffindor boy¡¦s dormitory window, it dropped a
role of parchment on Harry's lap. Harry opened it. He could tell by the
familiar handwriting that it was from Hermione it said:
Dear Harry
I¡¦m sorry that I hurt you, but I¡¦m all messed up myself. I¡¦m going to go
find Ron. I¡¦m sorry I can¡¦t believe he has turned on us. If he really has, I
think I will have to go with him. Promise me one last thing don¡¦t come looking
for me.
Love you always Hermione
Harry didn¡¦t bother to get dressed, he got his broom and flew out into
the dark night.
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
nowhere inside for me in your life
Harry was about to give up when he saw a figure moving in the darkness
below. He dived down. Yes it was Hermione, he landed in front of her and hopped
off his broom. ¡§Harry!¡¨ Hermione was shocked. ¡§Herm! Please don¡¦t leave me like
that. I need you, you need me. We can live through this together.¡¨ Harry held
out his hand, ¡§Let¡¦s face the reality together.¡¨ Hermione hesitated. Harry
added ¡§Please don¡¦t leave me here with nothing at all.¡¨ With that Harry begin
to cry uncontrollably.
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Tears flowed out of Hermione¡¦s eyes. She took Harry's outstretched hand
and pulled him into a tight embrace. ¡¨I¡¦m so sorry Harry. I will give you all
that I am. I was really messed up, but now I see. We can live through this
together.¡¨ The sky is brightening now. Harry could make out the smile on
Hermione¡¦s face. He too smiled. ¡§Come on, let¡¦s go back.¡¨ Harry said mounting
his broom. Hermione sat beside him. They rose high into the sky and as the
first ray of sun touched the edge of the earth the two lovers kissed, suspended
in mid air.
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