Dear Diary
When you're alone, you get scared. That is why I have to put on this brave face and turn to my hero to guide me through this misery. Even if all that's left of him is his spirit around me. I must not think of the pain he caused me when he broke it off. I have to understand that what he did was for the best and anyway he had a job to do. And that was to save the entire wizarding world. And that is not an easy thing to do when everyone around you is putting pressure on you. Poor Harry, I should not hate him for breaking my heart; on the contrary, I should thank him. The whole of our community should thank him. He saved us. He alone worked it out and was prepared to take on any risk to do it. The only regret is we did not get to spend much time together. Which saddens me, he told me he was intimidated by Dean and the thought that Ron might beat him up.
Embarrassing or what! To think that Harry was scared of Ron! I mean they were best friends for ages! I haven't spoken to Ron. Ever since that god awful day, he has isolated himself in his room, Hermione told me. She's sad about what happened too, but she's very concerned about Ron's health. She told me he isn't eating or sleeping properly. Poor Ronny. It must be hard on him. He knew him too well.
I have to go now diary. It's time.
Mum is meeting me there. So are Fred and George and dad, who are all coming home early from work. Bill and Fleur said they're probably gonna be a few minutes late. Hermione promised to come too, but she doesn't want Ron to come. Knowing my brother he'll definitely be there.
I have to grit my teeth and put up a brave face at least for my family's face. I have to control myself and not break down when I see all the flowers people have left. He was their hero.
His grave will bring back all those memories.
Ginny