Disclaimer: No matter how much I want too, I don't own Camp Rock
What if
I sat down next to Shane, which I seemed to be doing quite often. I guess it's just a habit of mine by now. Gazing out the window, I watched the busy streets of LA. The life I was so used to know, even if I had only been here for a year now.
"What are you thinking about" Shane asks me
"Have you ever wondered…" I started
"Ever wondered what?" he asked interrupting my statement
"Ever wonder what life will be like in ten maybe twenty years?" I asked
"No" He stated turning his attention to some girl walking outside
"Shane, have you ever asked yourself; what will I be doing after this whole music thing doesn't work out?" I asked him
"Nope, music is my life, I'll do it forever" He stated boldly
"But Shane, listen" I said
"Listen to what?!" he snapped
"Listen to me" I snap back at him
"Why" He whined
"Because you have to think of these things at one point" I point out at him
"So…" he says
"Do you even know who you're voting for president?" I ask him
"That black dude" He says
"You mean Barack Obama" I say shaking my head
"Yeah him" he says absentmindedly
"Why?" I ask
"Because…well because he's not old" he says
"What am I going to do with you" I say shaking my head
"I don't know"
"But seriously you never wonder?" I ask again
"Never" he says
"You never wonder; what were to happen if Mitchie leaves me?"
"Nope"
"What were to happen if I, or Nate or Jason, were to die within the next few days?"
"No, not really… I mean when Nate was diagnosed with diabetes…yeah"
"Well then do you see us in the future?" I ask
"Yeah, babe, of course I do" He says
"You never wonder; what would happen if Mitchie leaves me and never returns or what were to happen if I were to die tomorrow?" I ask him
"Well sometimes…I guess" He admitted
"Babe, sometimes you need to stop living in the now and think about the future. How will this one thing affect me or the people around me in the long run? What will saying this have effect on people" I say
"I guess you do make some sort of point" He says
"Well at least do it for me. I want to know here you see us, or Nate and Caitlyn for that matter in the future. I want to be able to know that we'll last. And that this whole relationship isn't just a waste of time. I just want to know" I say looking down, my eyes beginning to water
"If it helps, I'll try because babe I see you in my future"
"But what if"
"What if what?"
"What if I were to die tonight, or what is I were to leave you for another man or what if I find that I don't love you anymore?" I ask him my voice shaky now
"I wouldn't be able to live without you, but things like that will just have to wait. We'll cross that bridge when time comes."
"But what if those bridges were already crossed?" I ask
"Don't worry babe…don't worry about all of these what ifs" he says wrapping his arms around me
"I guess, but when I'm up late at night lying in bed let me let you know I'm thinking of us and the future" I say embracing what we have or might have ad for a later time…okay tonight.
Hope you guys enjoyed that drabble. It was meant to make you think, but just ended up as fluff…haha
Broken.Shattered.Glass.