A/N: I do not own any of the Twilight characters they belong to Stephanie Meyer, I have just taken her brilliant novel and tweaked it a little to make a whole new story.
They say time heals all wounds. Well whoever "they" is should really get a kick in the ass because they were wrong, time only masks them. That pain lays dormant, hidden deep down but it never really goes away. Then one day it comes back brought by some type of trigger which can be something as simple as a song, or even just a particular day of the year. It usually starts with a sharp stabbing pain in the chest which continues to pierce and throb, you lose your breathe and have a hard time getting it back. You become dizzy and disorientated even the most simple of tasks become difficult. Unable to sleep you stare at the ceiling for hours and when you finally sleep from exhaustion your dreams are plagued by nightmares. Constantly being on the verge of tears or maybe even an all out breakdown that keeps you on edge. Desperately trying to keep it all inside so everyone thinks your okay, not wanting anyone to know that you're beginning to fall apart at the seams. Being vulnerable is difficult, it is much easier to put up a charade and hide the pain inside. But sometimes the pain becomes too great and even the best actors cannot hide it. The pain isolates you from others making you feel absolutely alone, you want to reach out but only to find yourself crawling deeper into your own personal hell, with no one there to save you from yourself.
A/N: So….. tell me what you think, this is my first published fan fiction, I have been working on it for awhile. Constructive criticism is wonderful!!!!! I will try an update as frequently as I can but I am a senior at Texas A&M University WHOOP!! So I stay pretty busy needless to say.