Hi everyone, first of all let me say that I am brazilian so english is not my first language but I guess I can get through it well.
If not, forgive me for some mistakes.
I'm seventeen and this is my first Faberry fic. I've been reading a lot and I just had all those ideas popping and thought I could do one too.
If I was correct or not you are the ones who'll be able to tell.
So this will be like a sort of test haha you tell me if I should move on.

PS: I will not follow exactly the TV storyline or events, I'll use some but not in the same other, anyways I guess you can get it.

PS2: I do not own any of the characters or anything Glee related except some CD's haha

- Stop following me around Finn!
- I thought we were dating.
- And where did you get that idea from?
- Well, let's start with the fact that you were following me around and treating me like I was your guy for several weeks since your Jesse since he dumped you. You even gave me back those him & her stupid calendars.
- You can throw them away if you want to.
- No, I don't want Rachel. I told you that I was ready to a relationship with you and I meant that. This past month that we spent together was pretty great. I don't get why this treatment now.
- I just… Look, Finn, I tried. But the thing is that I can't be with you because… - she stopped trying to think what to say
- Because…
- Because I still think about Jesse every night when I lie awake in bed. It's him that's in my thoughts, it's with him that I wish I could waste my hours with. – shock ran trough Finn's face as he processed Rachel's words. There was the girl that has been in love with him for ages saying, in the middle of the choir room, that she wanted the boy who treated her bad. He couldn't say anything before noticing that they weren't alone in there anymore. They hadn't realized that there were three cheerleaders standing by the door until Santana let out a loud giggle.
- I'm sorry to interrupt you guys but that was just so, so funny!
- There's nothing funny here Santana. – Rachel furrowed her brows and crossed her arms against her chest as it would protect her from the 'mean girls'.
- Oh, there is man-hands. I had a pretty great time watching fatty getting dumped by a dwarf. Hadn't you girls?
- I'm sure I loved it! – Brittany clapped her hands together while Quinn just rolled her eyes and went to her usual seat being followed by the other girls. They heard more steps coming in the hallway to the choir room so Rachel got closer to Finn so she could whisper on his ear
- I'm sorry, but it would be worse it I kept this going.

He didn't answer her and just sat in his usual chair, knowing that she wouldn't be sitting next to him this afternoon, maybe she never would sit there again. She frowned at the empty look he was directing to the wall ahead them, avoiding her gaze, and walked to the last row of chairs so she could watch everyone else coming and sitting normally in their places. Mr. Schue started out excited like he usually does, giving each one of them a sheet of paper where WICKED was written in bold letters. They were finally doing it and the try outs for the wanted roles would be next week. A smile popped in Rachel's face as she exchanged a look with an equally – or more – excited Kurt on the first row of chairs. She caught Finn giving her a sad look and her smile faded, she wasn't able to hold his gaze, she had to look down at her feet. It wasn't her intention to hurt him, it was exactly the opposite of it.
It wasn't a suddenly decision like it looked like. She had been thinking about what to do for a long time now. Her ways of doing it weren't the best and she knew it but she couldn't show off the mess she was inside so the only way to finish that relationship was ripping it off like a band aid. He would feel a strong pain at first but when it was gone he would feel relived.
The thing is that he wasn't the person in her mind when she went to sleep and, it didn't matter how bad she fought it, – because God knows she did – he wasn't the person she wanted to be with. She was afraid that if she continued acting like nothing was wrong it would only get worse and she would hurt him even more.