Chapter 1 "My past, our feature"
Faye pov.
The room was bright considering it being night, but that was to be expected since Jupiter had several moons and every night had a full moon. The only thing that can be shown in the small compact room was probably a desk stacked with papers and a big nice bed in the center of the room, and of course the bright red light showing '4:00 a.m.' but beyond all that it was obvious there were two people in the room as well twisted into each others bodies saying sweet words to each other and giving butterfly kisses every once in a while. Our identities couldn't be seen but the moon bathed on our skins giving us a remarkable glow and the sweat on our backs sparkled beautifully as it traveled down our bare skin. I was out of breath and so was he, but I didn't care, I was ready for another go.
"Oh God, that was so much fun, ooh the room is spinning." Okay I really wasn't in the right mind at the time but I didn't care and neither did he because he was just as bad as I was, I could hear him starting to control his breathing and I can see the smile on his face and that's telling me that I was really good at what I do to men.
"Let's do it again." I was tired but I wanted more of this guy. I start going on top of him and kissing him every place he loved me touching him. He wanted more of me too but I could also see his smile fade away into something...else.
"Faye. I love you."
Then...time has stopped. Did he just say what I think he said? Did he just tell me that he loves me, me of all people, the shrew, and the lying cheating selfish shrew? I remembered such a time I used to be loved a long time ago, I belonged to people that really loved me and then, it was all tooken away from me because of Fate, then ending up in a world that I knew nothing about including myself that I couldn't even remember, end up in so many places that only brought trouble, and all I wanted was to be like everyone else. I wanted to be with someone who wanted me.
Eight months ago I was that kind of person, always wanting something that I knew was out of reach, something I knew I can never have. Back then I was so selfish and naive. Then in an instant, I had everything I wanted but because I got what I wanted everything else I did have was gone. Like they say 'you can have one or the other but you can't have them both' and who ever thought that I hated him for that, but that...all that was the past and now is now. He just said he loved me, should I answer back. So many things swimming in my head. 'The great sex, how can I control my breathing right now, my past, my future, and the what if's?' Are all in my head. If I tell him I don't love him will that show that I'm weak, and if I do tell him that I love him, am I ready to let go of the past and head on to the future.
"I love you too"
…and that was it. Those three simple words can change a persons life for ever but for me, it's not a change...it's just the beginning.
Note: Okey-dokey that was a pretty okay start right, so far we know this is about Faye and her awesome 'mattress-mambo' but I know you are all curious to know who she's with at this moment. Promise will bring new Chapter really really soon. Please review, Thank you
