This year just seem like a dream.
I just want to wake up from this but,
This isn't a dream.
This year is nightmare,
And you don't wake up from nightmares into
You suffer all you can.
I just wish that I could wake up and
Start this year the way I wanted it to start,
From the last day of school of last year to
Right now, as I write this poem.
Nothing this year is going right for me,
I am feeling far away from people, who I was close with before,
I feel like that I am a stranger in my own world.
Why can't I wake up from this nightmare?
I think this nightmare is trying to say something to me,
That I am going to losing everyone this year,
That I am going to be by myself for the rest of my life.
That sometime dream and/or nightmares gives people visions
Of things to come, so maybe my nightmare is telling me to
Get right to be by myself.
So I think I am going to cast the first stone,
So to everyone,
GOOD BYE.
Have a good life for that I will just be in the shadows looking on,
Just wondering why this had to happen to me.
Maybe this is why I am on this Earth,
I help everyone else feel better about themselves,
Be there when they are down, but after that,
I just get toss away to the sides to be alone again,
Like how I have been since the last day of school of the 08-09 year.