Ok I was listening to Natasha bedingfield's song soulmate and it came to me. What was bella going threw BEFORE twilight and this song fit so perfect I just had to write it. I'm sorry about the wait for my other update in my version of breaking dawn.
I hate boys I swear I do they are all pieces of shit. My mom cant find someone she can settle with and I have never dated period. Not that I am very pretty.
Incompatible, it don't matter though
Everyone is dating someone
but not me. Nope. I am still little all grown up bella I am a
freshmen and I have never been kissed.
'cause
someone's bound to hear my cry
Someone else has to be in
the same situation I am this school is huge.
Speak
out if you do
I just wish I knew who they
where so I didn't feel all alone.
You're
not easy to find
I have always
been told love comes at unexpected times. I just wish my time had
come I hate going to school here with all this drama and all the
pretty girls.
Is it possible, Mr.
Loveable
Is already in my life?
He might be around the
corner and he might be across the county in the same place I
am.
Right in front of me
Sitting in math class this
really cute guy turns and looks at me. He was probably cheating on
this horrible test the teacher gave us. But he turned and stared me
in the eyes. I blushed bright red
Or
maybe you're in disguise
Hey you want to go out sometime? He asked me flat out. I didn't know how to deal with it. NO I blunted out. He turned around and didn't speak to me. He was after sex not a life with someone. I could see it in his eyes. Oh I found out later his "ex" is 5 months pregnant
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
My best friend runs to me
bruises on her face.
Who knows how
to love you without being told
We go to court her
"ex-boyfriend" is now in jail and not so happy about it
Somebody
tell me why I'm on my own
She finds someone real fast
she is so pretty compared to me.
If
there's a soulmate for everyone
I walked out to my cheap ass car. Alone. As usual. I just want someone to hold me.
Here we are again, circles never end
I walked to class again I
tripped and the books in my hand flew the guy from math class helped
me up and handed me my books.
How
do I find the perfect fit
Are you sure you don't
want to go out to the movies. Just as friends? My name is John (no
importance it's a name I came up on the top of my head.)
There's
enough for everyone
I looked around couples
standing around kissing and making eyes at each other.
But
I'm still waiting in line
No thanks. Oh why not. I'm holding out for the right person. (laughs to my self)
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
I hate being alone all the
time. But I hate people being fake worse.
Who
knows how to love you without being told
I just want someone to hold
me and keep me safe.
Somebody tell
me why I'm on my own
I wish I understood why I
am still alone.
If there's a
soulmate for everyone
I look at my mother she was dating a guy name Phil I don't like him much mom is crazy over him. I just her to be happy.
If there's a soulmate for everyone
I call my dad I am going to live with him soon. Another year of being single.
Most relationships seem so transitory
My best friend calls me. Her
ex-boyfriend just got out of jail. He was abusive to her. She put him
where he needed to be.
They're
all good but not the permanent one
she
was going to shot him. I would have too. He deserved it. He died she
pled self-defense and won thankfully.
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Now we both are in the same
boat single.
Who knows how to
love you without being told
I pack up my bags slowly my
best friend Amanda is here helping.
Somebody
tell me why I'm on my own
He new boyfriend calls. she
leaves
If there's a soulmate for
everyone
She worships the ground this new guy walks on.
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
I walk onto the plane and
look out the window. A single tear falls down my face.
Who
knows how to love you without being told
I walk into the forks high school. That's when I
saw him.
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
I'm not alone anymore. I
am dating Edward Cullen!
If
there's a soulmate for everyone
Where engaged…. Things
like this should happen to someone else first but I love him so much.
If there's a soulmate for
everyone
I'm his wife, a mother and now a vampire. I no longer feel alone. I love Edward and my daughter so much. I could not go back to the way I was before.
Edward is my soulmate there is no way I could live without him.