Mimi's been dead for almost a year now and Roger's anger's about ready to burst

Mimi's been dead for almost a year now and Roger's anger's about ready to burst. I'm suspecting that he's started using again and I'm missing the best friend I need. For he's on his way for his fifth trip out to Santa Fe. He needs to find a way out and I have no idea how to help him. Maureen and Joanne have moved into a big house in Vermont, Mimi and Angel are gone, and Collins is back to his 'different school every year' teaching gig. He's devastated of his loss, though he's coping better than our dear friend Roger. No matter what is said neither Roger nor Collins will love again. Roger has lost two loves and Collins lost his first and only love. I have still not found this thing called true love and I'm afraid that such a thing may be cursed upon my circle of friends and I. Now I have nothing to do with myself, even Buzzline won't take me back for work, so I've started a new documentary, it's about…well I haven't quite decided. I've been brainstorming, for the past two years. I think that I've started to fall for Joanne, but yes she is still lesbian with the ex-girlfriend that is a fucking whore…literally! She might even be doing Joanne's brother right now while her beloved Joanne is working on another hard case where she's at work in the office until 10:00 at night and works in her home office until at least 2:00 in the morning. When she then gets back up to go to the office at 6:30 in the morning. This is how we've all been coping with two deaths within the last three years. Which is …me not thinking clearly, my run-away-from-anything-bad best friend, and the turn-lesbian-and-cheat-on-the-new-girlfriend ex-girlfriend, and the teaching-anywhere-for-no-reason-because-he'll-quit-within-the year gay friend.