I do warn you of many things in this Story… Abuse from a father and memories being shared by someone less likely to have a life like that… Cutting involved.
Please remind yourselves this is pairing of Jarlos and Kogan..
Have fun reading and please a review!
Later Jake Brayn Kenko~
It was early dawn, alarm clocks buzzed in the Knight apartment. 2 boys jumped awake, in the same room. A tall light brown haired teen grumbled and cursed under his breath as the male reached his arm over to the alarm clock. Shutting it off, sitting up with a groan. Turning his head toward a Latino boy-who is still sleeping-and growled low in his chest. "Hey Carlos!" he hissed low to the sleeping Latino.
Carlos shifted slightly, his eyes still closed. "CARLOS!" the teen gabbed his friend in the side.
The Latino sprang to life, his eyes wide in shock. He was up in a second. "Whats the matter Kendall?" he asked with concern.
Kendall sighed under his breath with a shake of his head. "Nothing, it's time to wake up" he turned on him with a wave of his hand. Moving slowly in the direction of the door with his eyelids slowly sliding back over his eyes. Another groan escaped his lips as he moved to his other friends room.
Carlos threw the door open and jumped on the tallest teen, a smile on his lips. Black eyes shined with child like gleam "JAMIE!" he bounced slightly on the groaning teen.
The tallest male groaned in his chest, twisting his body to where Carlos lay under him. His hands at the Latino's sides, tickling him. "GOOD MORNING CARLOS!" he smiled brightly back at him as he kept tickling him.
Kendall smirked, shaking his head as he turned to the shorter black haired teen. "Logan time to wake up" he shook his friend. It was not doing the trick so he lunged on the bed, bouncing near his back. "LOGAN!" his voice rose slightly.
Logan jumped from his bed, standing. "Whats going on!" he bellowed out at Kendall.
James fell of his bed by Carlos-who is still laughing-with a 'THUD!' on the floor.
Logan cocked an eyebrow at Kendall, who shrugged his shoulders. James stood swiftly, lunging back at Carlos and knocking him off the bed. Laughter filled James and Logan's room-which was only Carlos and James in there-Kendall shut the door behind him. Walking over to the counter to make some cereal, Logan behind him to get some coffee. "What is up with James this morning?" Logan asked with confusion washing in his eyes.
Kendall rolled his shoulders in a shrug "Dunno.. Carlos and I planned to jump you guys and we did but I didn't think James would do that.."
Logan smirked "James was going to do that with Carlos but you guys beat us to it I guess" it was his time to shrug his shoulders.
Kendall turned around to face Logan "Wait.. You were going to jump me?" he pointed at himself.
Logan nodded his head "Yea but you two beat us" Coffee in hand, Logan turned to stock off toward the couch to sit.
James slammed Carlos to the floor, inchs from his face. "Now you say 'YOU'RE MY DADDY!" he smiled at him. Carlos' face flushed red, shaking his head in effort as James put him in a cradle.
"I WILL NEVER GIVE IN!" he bellowed back at his friend. Rocking himself back and forth, knocking James on his butt. "HA!" Carlos pointed as he stood up. James was up in matter of seconds, chasing Carlos around the room.
When Carlos was near a wall James called out "YOUR MINE NOW!" jumping at him. Carlos screamed in surprise when James landed in front of him. An ear to ear grin on his face.
Deep red, Carlos charged at James. Knocking him down again but this one was different because he kissed him.
Everything went quiet in James' room as Carlos sat on top of him. The Latino boy sat on his hips, hands on either side of his head and his lips crushing James'. James did something courageous, he snaked his tongue out and gently touched Carlos' lips. The shorter male parted his mouth slightly so James' tongue can slide in to his own. Strong hands gripped tightly on Carlos' shoulders as he sat on top, sliding them down toward his hips to push him back a bit to feel his erection. Carlos moaned as the tall teen invaded his mouth with that sinful wet muscle of his. James swallowed the moan with his mouth, staring at those loveingly black eyes. The tall male tried to pull his tongue out of the other's mouth, Carlos sucked it back in with his own.
The leader of the band sighed "What is taking those two so long to come out?" hissing under his breath. Kendall started for the room, opening the door slowly and peering passed it to see James and Carlos kissing. Turning red, the male quickly shut the door with a loud slam, racing across the living room and out the door. Logan shot his head up from staring at the floor that lay beneath his feet. Staring at his door with confusion. The smart male stood up, setting his coffee on the nightstand that sat near the orange couch, walking over with a confused look. Opening the door to find Carlos streaking out and James standing there, leaning against the farthest wall to the left. Shutting the door behind him. "Wha?.." he pointed to the shut door.
James looked up with shock in his eyes "Carlos and I.. We… um.." he tried to talk but couldn't. He was stuttering a lot so Logan turned.
"Once you calm down then you can tell me..Okay?" shrugging his small shoulders, James nodded. The small dark haired teen swiftly went out the room to find his friend.
Kendall ran down the hall, taking a left then a right, running into people. His eyes blurred slightly from anger, stopping abruptly when he heard his name being called. Turning his head right to see Logan racing his way. "KENDALL!" he bellowed out. His eyes looked concerned and worried for his angered friend. Stopping in front of the taller male, his black eyes looked up to see anger flaring deep within those dark hazel eyes. "Why did you run like that?" Logan hissed at him.
Kendall turned his head back, body tense with anger. "I didn't want to believe James was gay but that proves it!" turning back to Logan with his brows furred together in thought.
Logan stared at him, dumpfounded. "What.. When?... Uh?" black eyebrows lifted in confusion.
Kendall shook his head with a cold smirk on his lips. "He told me he was gay and I told him your lying and he wasn't.." a deep and troubled sigh slid out of Kendall's mouth.
Logan turned his head to see Carlos running down the hall. Kendall's body rolled and tensed as their friend stopped just 4 feet away from them. "Hey buddy, why did you run out like that?.." it was silent. "Logan I need your help.. James is going to hurt himself!" he cried out at them, turning his back on Kendall without another word and rocketed back to the room. Logan snapped his head back at Kendall with a hard stare.
"Well?" he tapped his foot. Arms crossing his small chest "Are you going to help or just stand there while your friend gets hurt from what you did?".
Another sigh passed Kendall's lips. Turning around, the two raced back with Logan in front. Flying in the room, almost knocking Katie and Momma Knight over.
Kendall stomped up to Logan and James' room, throwing the door open then stomping on to the bathroom. "JAMES!" called out Kendall with concern sturing in his voice.
James turned his head from his arm, the knife cut burned but it was nothing. "GET AWAY YOU PRICK!" he bellowed out in pain. His heart felt torn in two, love or friendship?.
Kendall stood on the other side with Carlos near him. "JAMIE COME ON OPEN THE DOOR!" cried out Carlos.
James' heart stopped beating when he heard Carlos' cry of plea.
Kendall growled "why are you doing this to Carlos?" his voice rose "IF YOU LOVE HIM THEN DON'T HURT YOURSELF JAMES!" Kendall hollored on top of his lungs.
James stared at the door, tears rolled down his pain striken face. "Carlos can you leave so me and Kendall can talk?" he asked nicely.
Carlos tunred his head toward his friend, hatred spuid in those dark black eyes. "If you hurt James then I will hurt you" the short male threatened him with a hiss. Before Kendall can respond, Carlos whipped around and ran out the door with pain, hatred and anger flooding his eyes.
The door slowly but reluctantly opened by James. "Your not going to hurt me are you?" James asked with fear.
Kendall's stomach dropped in anger, lifting his hand to rub his forehead. "No I wouldn't" he promised.
James slowly slid from behind the door, his eyes stared at Kendall with his body tense and ready to fight if he needed. Kendall paced over to the bed with a scowl on his face, his eyes burning with annoyance.
"Why did you run away when you caught me and Carlos?" asked James as his back made contacted with the cold and smooth surface of the wall near the bathroom,
Kendall glared down at the floor, he seemed lost in memory.
"When I was young, my father would try and touch me but I fought back… He told me to like it but I didn't.. My father was a whore when he drank and everytime he did.. I would run away.. Far away from him so he couldn't touch me" his voice cracked as tears slid down his face.
James stared at his friend in shock from the sudden out burst. "K-kendall?" his own voice faltured.
Honey dark hazel eyes looked up from the floor to him. So much pain, anger and hatred flowed out of him, "James I'm sorry I should have never ran out like that and freak.. But these memories I can't forget still burn in my head when I see two of the same sex kiss or even touch.." his voice trailed. "I can't even handle looking at Logan… I have feeling for him but,.." he trailed off again.
James hurriedly went over to his friend, blood dripped on the floor. "If you don't like gays then why are you gay yourself?" he asked with pain shooting up his arm. Wincing in pain, James shifted so he can sit not to far but far enough to move fast if Kendall 'was not there'.
Kendall sighed "Don't know myself there James" before James could even regesture what he said, the tall teen was pinned under the smaller frame of his friend.
A heart dropping scream filled the air from James as Kendall jumped back form him. Scared, Kendall ran out of the room with tears rolling down his face. Heading out of the apartment, running down the steps and out the lobby. The lead singer grabbed his phone, calling up his friend.
Logan and Carlos both ran into the room to see James curled on the floor with fear in his eyes. His eyes red and puffy but tears still fell down his face. "James.." Logan whispered to himself. Carlos was beyond pissed, the Latino boy ran to his room and put on proper clothes before running out of the apartment. Logan stayed behind to help James along with Katie there. Momma Knight went after Kendall.
Kendall turned his head back to his mom racing out of the lobby with Carlos hot on her heels. So much hatred was radiating off Carlos, Kendall could swear he felt the heat. Whipping his body down the left side of the side walk and down the right. Running, Carlos not far behind. A silver sports car pulled up near Kendall and the young teen jumped in. Turning his head back with a sorry and hurtful glance at his lost friend.. Carlos..
How do you like the first Chpter?.. Good not good?.. Middle . HA THERE IS NO MIDDLE!..
Poor Kendall is on the run, Carlos is confused…
Will logan forgive his friend.. Will James recover with his fear?
FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER OF WILL LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP CONQUR HATE AND ANGER?