All I Want
Now I all I want is to see her by her locker. To see her smile. To see her eyes. I want her to come back, and go back to who we once were. A couple.
I held her body in my arms as she died. She told me that she felt no pain. None. I felt a pain rip throw me as she died. As she told me good-bye, her good-bye that she loved me, that she always loved me, I died a little inside. I couldn't stop the tears that fell down my face. I couldn't help wondering why her? Why did she have to get stabbed? Why did she have to go? Why couldn't I have gotten there sooner?
When she died, I froze. I could barely breathe. I lost her. My first love, my only love, was gone. The girl that was the new girl, and I gave her my pen. I remember hearing her on the phone. I remember hearing her say that she couldn't find her pen. I remember us.
She showed me that being a werewolf was not as bad as it seemed. She helped me remain calm. She help me keep control when I could get angry or nervous. But she's gone. She is gone. She left. She died. She wasn't with me when she died, but she always loved me. I always loved her. I still love her. No matter what pain I felt. No matter what anger I felt when she and Isaac were together. I still loved her.
All I want is to see her again. To kiss her lips, and to see her smile. I want to find someone, and that someone was her. She's gone, though. I have to move on, but I can't. I will try. She would want that. She would want me to find someone else. She wouldn't want me to stay bounded to her. She would want me to fall in love again, and to get married. To have a family of my own. She would want me to remember her. I will always love her. I promise, I will never forget you, Allison Argent.