It was cold, I remember. Gray, when he left. I cried. I remember that too. Isn't that how it always is? Every love story is the same. Girl meets guy. Guy dating someone else. Guy breaks up. Girl gets chance. They fall in love. Guy leaves due to some "unexplained" pregnancy with old girlfriend. Girl is heart broken. Guy comes back. Girl falls re-in love with guy. They live happily ever after. Except my story was going to be a little different. Because he wasn't coming back. He was the best I had ever had.
And nothings quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had.
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
Except now I'm not so sure. Now I have Jacob. And he may be the best I ever had. He is so warm. So life-full. So big. So soft. So strong. Not cold. Not hard. Perfect. But no matter what I do He haunts me. But perhaps… maybe… I can be happy with Jacob. Just maybe. Because he is never coming back.
And nothings quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had.
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had