I sat in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom, knowing no one was going to come in and see what I've been doing for the past few months. I knew even if someone did come in and see I've been doing, they wouldn't even care.

I took out my wand and pressed it to the skin of my wrist. Then muttered the charm that i created during Transfiguration when we had to turn a warm into a knife. Adding pressure to my wand, I slowly dragged it across my wrist.
Blood ran down from the cut to my elbow before dripping to the floor.

Then i brought my wand to my inner thigh. I said the charm again, using more pressure then my wrist. Making three bloody lines, then one more lines cutting through the others.

More blood came from this cut staining my skirt and parts of my robs. Not bothering to clean the cuts i made, i did my other charm to make my wand back to normal, got off the ground, grabbed my bag, and walked to D.A.D.A.D. with my wounds still bleeding.

Once I got to the class room, I saw Snape listing off names and pointing to where they were going to sit. I just blended into the crowed of Slytherin and Gryffindors. None noticed me like usually.

Soon only four people were left. Ron Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, and me. I was hoping not to get Harry. He is the one who hates me the most out of all the Slytherin. Even the Slytherin hate me.

"Weasley and Malfoy." Snape said pointing to the second last table in the back. "Potter and Radcliffe."

I took my seat at the last seat in the took the seat near Ron. But instead of just siting down, he gave me a hard glare that could kill, took his seat, and brought it as far away from me as the table would let. Then he looked straight ahead as Snape started the lecture.

Since I knew this stuff because he was my dad so he taught me all about how he would teach .A . So I took out my my wand and muttered the spell I've been using on a regular basics. On my right arm I wrote 'There's no such thing as true love in real world' with a lot of pressure making the blood flow down my arm in a thin scarlet stream.

I was about to roll up my sleeve when a hand grabbed my arm hard making me wince. Expecting it to e Snape my eyes slowly traveled up the persons arm only to find it was Harry's hand. Twisting my arm, I broke my arm out of his grasp and slid my chair to my end of the table.

When class was dismissed, I all but bolted out of the room. Storm, my loyal daemon(A/N: those animals from the golden compass) and quite frankly the only reason why i haven't killed myself yet, was right beside. I gave him a small smile before rounding the corner and going down to the Slytherin common room in the dungeon. Once inside I went up to the girls dorms and collapsed on my bed. I was way to tired to go down for dinner and I just wanted to sleep away the day.