I know what you guys are thinking. Isn't there another story of the same name that's basically got the same plot? And the answer is yes, yes there is. But it's a story that I'm co-writing with Heartbreakgirl. But don't freak out, this story isn't going to be the same. Well, the premise is going to be the same but this is the super edited version. What that means is that I'm going to be posting it on my profile but I'm going to be fixing the chapters by switching things around and putting way more details into it. I feel like with the version on Heartbreakgirl's profile we're not explaining things enough and things just don't fit together for me. And I got permission to do this, so don't freak out too much.

Just be patient with me please. The fic is really long and with me going through and editing things, I'm not sure how long it will be in between updates. I promise that I won't take too long. Anyway, sorry for the long ass authors note. Now, on with the story!

Prologue


At the New Hope hospital in room 112, sat two parents holding their newborn fraternal twin girls. The mother was holding the girl with a small tuft of black hair on top of her head. She also had the prettiest brown eyes that her mother had ever seen. The father was holding the other girl. She was bald and had dark blue eyes. Both parents were overwhelmed with joy and sadness. The joy was because they had been waiting for over nine months for their beautiful girls but the sadness was because they were going to have to give them up. It pained them to do it but they had to. Times were really tough and they could barely take care of themselves and their other two children.

"Gil." The woman says. Gilbert looks over at her from his position in the chair next to her bed. "You know what we have to do."

"Yeah I know." He tells her. Then he looks down at the little girl in his arms and lets a tear leak out of his eye and fall down his cheek.


Four days later, Gilbert and Ruby Hardy were sitting at their kitchen table with the social worker, April Summers, looking at the possible families that would be good for the girls to be adopted into.

Their boys weren't home yet. Gilbert had called his mom and dad a couple of days ago and explained to them what was going to happen. They had offered to help him and Ruby, but Gilbert had said no because he didn't want to burden them with more grandchildren. He did ask them to keep Matt and Jeff for a few more days though so that they could get everything sorted out. They agreed of course and told Gilbert to call them when he wanted them to bring the boys back home.

After a couple of hours, Ruby and Gilbert had picked the Winchesters for the girls. They had already decided that they were going to tell Matt and Jeff that the girls were stillborn. As bad as that lie was, it was necessary to tell them. They just weren't looking forward to explaining to them what that meant.

They heard a car door slam from somewhere outside. Gilbert automatically knew that it was his parents with the boys. He goes to answer the door and when he comes back, a two year old Matt and a one year old Jeff are in his arms while his parents follow behind him. They both look worried because no one knew how Matt and Jeff were going to react to the news.

Gilbert's parents stayed for a visit and after they had left, Matt looked around the room looking for his sisters that he hadn't noticed weren't there.

"Where the babies?" He asked as well as a two year old could. Ruby looked over at her husband who was standing by the kitchen counter holding Jeff in his arms.

"The babies are gone sweetie." She tells him gently.

"Where they go?"

"They went to heaven." Ruby explains, knowing that Matt wasn't going to understand it yet.

"Why they go there?"

"The babies were stillborn Matt." Gilbert interrupts. Ruby turns her head towards him and glares. Jeff starts to squirm, so Gilbert puts him down and watches as he waddles towards his mother and signals that he wants to be picked up.

"What that mean?" Matt asks.

"It means that when they came into this world they were already in heaven. It means that they went to live with the angels sweetie." Ruby could feel Jeff put his head on her shoulder. She looked at Matt and she could see it on his face that he could understand that he wasn't going to get to see his sisters. Gilbert, feeling guilty about just blurting it out, goes out to the porch to think.

After about five minutes, he hears the front door open. He doesn't move but he can see Ruby out of the corner of his eye as she walks over and sits down next to him on the porch swing.

"I just put the boys down for a nap. They cried themselves to sleep." Ruby tells him. She crosses her arms over her chest.

"I feel terrible Gil. The boys shouldn't have to grow up thinking their sisters are dead." Gilbert wraps his arm around his wife as she puts her head on his shoulder and cries. They both sit like that for a good 20 minutes and think about their beautiful baby girls.