Set during New Moon directly before Edward receives the phone call from Rosalie.

I do not own Twilight or the lyrics to Kryptonite


I took a walk around the world

To ease my troubled mind

I am pacing again. Lately I feel like that's all I do. That's okay. This restless energy is better then the days when I couldn't move at all.

I left my body lying somewhere

In the sands of time

Yet maybe the depression was better. At least them I did not have the energy to think, to explore the gaping wound that has replaced my heart.

I watched the world float

To the dark side of the moon

I know this can't go on much longer. Immortal or not, soon this unbearable pain and darkness will kill me. But I know I can't take them away. To do that would be to put her in danger.

I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float

To the dark side of the moon

Her-Bella. The name is painful but I force myself to think it anyway. Danger or not, I want her back.

After all I knew it had to be

Something to do with you

I could do it. I know that I can keep her safe. I could do anything with her standing next to me, making me whole.

I really don't mind what happens now and then

As long as you'll be my friend at the end

But even if I went back would it make a difference? I left to give her a life. Maybe she seized the opportunity.

If I go crazy then will you still

Call me Superman

Or maybe not. It is a slim chance but it is there. It is the reason that I have to try.

If I'm alive and well, will you be

There holding my hand

Selfish or not, I am going back. I need to go back. With luck she needs me too. I take a breath and can already feel the fringes of my wound closing just at the thought of seeing her again, of holding her.

I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might

Her-Bella.

Kryptonite