hello everyone! I kno I said I wouldn't start another fanfic, but this idea wouldn't leave me alone, so I figured that if I just wrote it out, that I'll get back into my other stories. I haven't gotten there yet, but I will soon! Because I want to work more on Her Own Free Will and Immortal Emotions!

This is going to be a Sailor Moon/Dragon Ball Z fanfiction! I'm not totally great w/ DBZ, so if I mess anything up w/ the descriptions or names or anything, please correct me. If someone would be so kind as to send me like a short description of the main characters in it, I would be so happy...anyways im thinking this is going to be a Trunks/Usagi, but I may change my mind and make it Veggie/Usagi!

O and another thing to all you people, I don't care one bit if I get flamed. It doesn't bother me! So flame if u want! But im tryin to make a sort of original fic, you can't really tell by the first chapter though how the whole plot is going to be...

There's probably only going to be a song on this chapter, since it's the prologue/chapter 1 and I really needed it to like make the mood since this chapter is short. But don't worry, the other chapters will be at least 2 times longer than this. And this chapter has angst, the rest of the chapters wont have nearly as much, if any!

And vote who you want usa to be w/......eventually...

Trunks or Veggie!


Just a fun fact for this story. The woman who Usagi talks to at Mamoru's apartment is name Hitori Abura. She's the um like owner of his apartment. Her name means fat one. -sweatdrops- hehe im really mean

The song on here is "Until I get over you" by Christina Milian and the japanese translation is at the end!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all used characters belong to their respective owners.

Chapter 1

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true

-


Come quickly. Those were the words she was told by the doctors. You must come quickly.

She slipped on her white shoes, grabbed her coat, and dashed out of her house. As she was running, she lifted the hood of her coat over her golden hair, so as to be covered from the rain.

What happened? She thought. What could have possibly happened?

-!Flashback!-

She placed the comb down as she tied her hair up into her odangos - her oddly unique hairstyle which held her hair up into two buns with streamers falling out of both.

RING RING! RING RING!

Standing up slowly she took the phone off the receiver, "Moshi-moshi?"

No answer.

"Moshi-moshi?"

"Is this," a woman started slowly, "Is this Tsukino Usagi?"

"Hai," she replied.

"You are needed at the hospital. Come quickly."

She paused, and trembled as she spoke, "W-Why?"

"You must come quickly," The other end of the line cut off.


-!End Flashback!-

A shiver trickled slowly up her spine. And she knew. Something had happened to him. Her heart felt cold and her body numb.

But still she ran, hoping she was not right. Hoping she was worrying over nothing. Even still, there was a slight pain of loss.

"Usagi-chan!" a frightened, yet, calm voice shouted from her pocket. "Usagi-chan!? Are you there!?"

Her toe caught on the crack of pavement on the sidewalk, forcing her to fall to the ground. "Itai!"

"Usagi-chan! What's wrong!? Are you there!?"

Painfully, slowly, she reached and brought out a pink communicator. A red symbol was flashing with a resemblance of fire, "Rei-chan?"

"Where were you!?" The temper of the young woman on the other line flared. "We need your," she paused as she let out a cough, "help!" Another sound of choking. "Usagi-chan. Please, we're at the park! Get here as soon as you can!"

"H-hai!" she quivered, "Are you all-"

Static erupted her question and she stared. She stood up shakily and looked ahead of her. Right in front of her was the hospital.

"Minna-chan, gomen nasai," her sapphire eyes were brimmed with tears, as she rushed into the hospital.

-

I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name

-


Usagi ran through the double doors and straight to the young lady at the front desk, who looked up at her in annoyance, "Miss?" Ignoring her, Usagi ran to the end of the hallway. "Miss? Can I help you?"

Noticing the woman at the desk, she bolted to her, "Yes! I just received a call-"

"What is your name?" the woman asked, flipping through the papers in front of her.

"Tsukino Usagi - but that has nothing to do with-"

"No call," the woman snapped.

"Nani?" Usagi stared. "What do you mean?"

"No one has called you."

"But, they did!" She exclaimed. "They called me! I'm here because I was called!" She slammed her fist on the desk. "Something has happened to Mamoru!"

"Full name please?"

"His name is Chiba Mamoru!"

"None," the woman stated again, as she clicked her teeth.

Usagi's temper rose, "But something has happened! Why would someone-"

"Prank."

"Stop interrupting-" She paused. "What?"

"It must have been a prank call," the woman told Usagi, as if she had been talking to a kindergartner. "You know, as in people calling you and ma-"

"I KNOW WHAT A PRANK CALL IS!" Usagi shouted. "But this wasn't one!"

The woman swiftly stood up, "I'm going to have to ask you to leave at once!"

"But it wasn't a prank call! I know it!" Usagi choked out through her sobs. "Something happened to Mamoru!"

"Enough of this nonsense!"

"Bu-" she stopped herself mid-word, remembering Rei. We need your help! Her eyes widened.

The young woman jabbed her finger to the door, "Out!"

Usagi stared for a moment, and then pelted to the exit, hoping to make it to the park in time.

-

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be
Till I get over you

-

She ran as fast as she could, considering the amount of pain she was in already, from the collapse in front of the hospital, to the amount of anger she took out on the woman at the front desk.

I know, she thought. I know something happened to Mamoru.

But what could it be?

Her eyes widened and she stopped dead in her tracks when she reached the park. She slowly took a step back. No!

Why!?

Her day just got worse. No, not just worse, but horrifying.

There were bodies all over, mangled together, beaten, bloodied, and torn.

No!

They were all unrecognizable. You couldn't have told the difference between child and adult if you even tried.

And then she saw them. Her four best friends. All of whom had risked their lives many times for the greater good, only to have it taken away from them at such an early, yet late age in their life.

She knelt down to the first one and checked for a pulse. Receiving none, she turned the body over. Usagi gasped, and quickly stood up, leaving her. The next two were just as bad, if not worse. Their faces were open in shock, their eyes wide, pupils dilated. Skin wrinkled and hung off the skull. Patches of bloody, dirty hair ripped off.

"B-b-baka," a raspy voice coughed out. "You baka!"

Usagi's eyes widened as she rushed over to the fourth one.

"U-usagi no baka!"

Tears escaped Usagi's sapphire blue eyes as she held the hand of her best friend, "Rei-chan..."

"Su-sumi-sumimasen," the raven haired priestess gasped out, "I couldn't hold him off..."

Blood escaped from her mouth.

"I know," she started, "I haven't been...the...best friend...to you..."

"Rei-chan," Usagi cried, "Don't talk like this. You're going to be alright. We can get you-"

"I want you..." She coughed. "...to know...I always...have...believed....I've...always...believed....in you."

"Rei-chan!"

"S-Sumi-"

No!

"Sumima...Sumimasen...!" Rei squeezed her hand tightly and started to closed her eyes. "Su.....mima..."

"Rei-chan!"

"...sen...."

"REI-CHAN!" Usagi grabbed her friends shoulders and shook her, trying to force her awake. Trying to understand why this was happening to her.

Why was this happening to her?

If she had not been so selfish! If she had not gone to the hospital! None of this would have happened!

She wrapped her arms around her own body and rocked back and forth on the ground. Tears pouring from her eyes. How could she have been so blind? So stupid?

She reached down and retrieved the pen from Rei's hand. It was a red pen, with her planetary symbol molded on the top. Moments later, her transformation died, and the power locked itself inside the pen.

She took a blue pen from Ami, a green pen from Makoto, and an orange pen from Minako. Staring at the utensils in her hand, she let out a strangled sigh of guilt. It was all her fault.

-

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere

-


Noises, conversations drifted around her thoughts as she slowly walked home, her eyes watering, her throat dry. Everyone was talking about the disaster at the park, screaming, crying, all of them in denial that they're loved ones were gone.

A pang of guilt hit her as she watched the ambulance race into the park, sirens blaring.

"Gomen nasai, Minna-chan," Usagi whispered. If she hadn't been so selfish, if she hadn't taken the phone call seriously, if she hadn't believed something had happened to Mamoru, then her-

Wait a minute! Where is Mamoru? If he wasn't at the hospital, he should have been fighting at the park with Ami, Rei, Minako, and Makoto. What could have happened to him!?

She bolted down the street once again, her hair frolicking in the wind behind her, but this time, towards Mamoru's apartment. The normal five minute walk seemed to go on for hours as she sprinted down the sidewalk.

Usagi wiped a tear from her sapphire blue eyes. She turned to the clock, 4:45, Mamoru would be getting home in fifteen minutes. I'll wait for him in his room, she thought.

She took the keys out of her pocket and started down the hall. She stopped at the twelfth door and fumbled for the right key. Turning the nob, she stuck the right key in the hole and quietly opened the door.

Her eyes widened in shock. Empty. The room was empty, the television from the middle of the room was gone, the sofa taken out, even the cupboards, still open, didn't even have a single glass within them. Even the pictures, the wallpaper, and the carpet was stripped out.

"Mamo-chan..."

She dropped to her knees in shock, still outside of the apartment room. She released her tears and started sobbing in her hands, "No...no no....no....Mamo-chan..."

"Tsukino-san?" A dainty hand lightly rested on her shoulder. "Tsukino-san?"

She stared at the ground, waves of tears flooded out of her sapphire eyes and down her porcelain cheeks, "Iie! Mamo-chan!"

Slowly, the old woman helped Usagi up to her feet. She wrapped her arms around the whimpering girl and rocked her back and forth, soothing her.

Usagi sniffed and looked towards the kind woman, tears still falling, "Is it true Hitori-san?" she whispered.

"Iie! Iie!" she screamed, "It can't be true!"

Usagi shook herself out of the older woman's grip, a crazed look within her eyes. She grabbed the shoulder blades of the plump caretaker and shook her, "Tell me it's not true!"

The black haired woman closed her fudge brown eyes, "I'm so sorry, Tsukino-san. He's been gone, for over a week now."

Rage filled up within the blonde. "IIE! IT'S NOT TRUE!" Her hands clasped to her sides in tight fists. "I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!"

"Tsu-"

"WHY WOULDN'T I HAVE BEEN TOLD!?" she thrashed out. Her fist, which was flying toward the wall stopped midway, and whispered, "He told me we'd spend the rest of our lives together..."

She pounded her fist on the wall as she released another sob, "Why..?"

-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

-


The blonde haired woman held the four pens close to her heart as her breathing staggered. Still grasping them with her left, her right hand snatched the broach off the bow of the uniform she was wearing. Opening it, she took the ginzuishou out.

She kneeled on the ground and took out the first senshi pen that she touched. She brought her hand up and jammed it back down onto the crystal. The woman hammered away at the crystal. Suddenly a blue light flashed and the pen in her hand shattered, surrounding her. She tried the Mars pen next. The effects the same, it shattered and a red light joined the blue around her. The next two did the same.

Finally she was surrounded by her four inner senshi's auras. Looking to the crystal she noticed there was not even a dent. Not even the smallest glitch. She gave out a strangled cry and brought the ginzuishou up to her chest. The beautiful woman cried for her friends and cried for the agony of still living.

Suddenly a light emitted from it and enveloped everything. She lost consciousness as the ginzuishou floated between her crossed arms and her chest, right under her neckline. Her arms around herself as if she was hugging herself, and yet left room open.

Crystal ribbons danced around her as the light blinded the vision from any onlookers. The last thing she heard was the crystal forming around her body, and then there was silence.

It was there. Out in the middle of the park. There was a beautiful goddess. No one had ever seen her before. She looked so peaceful, her eyes closed, in a deep slumber, that no one wanted to disturb her. She was stripped of all clothing, exposed to those surrounding her. But the observers didn't mind, they just thought of her the more ravishing.

And so she slept, for hundreds of years? Maybe thousands of years? No one knows, from generation to generation they watch as the sleeping beauty continue her slumber, until the day when darkness destroyed everything around her. Everything which she had to lose. The lives she had so very hard tried to save. All was lost. And the darkness consumed the planet Earth.

-

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be
Till I get over you

-


hey hey! Its done! And its really really sad! I kno! And thank you for those who have helped me while I've been writing this short, yet very angsty chapter! -sigh-

translations-

Moshi-Moshi: greeting for answering the phone
hai: yes
-chan: used as ending to girls names, and also as a term of endearment
itai: pain, ow
minna: everyone
gomen nasai: i am sorry, or excuse me
nani: what?
baka/(name)no baka: idiot/(name)'s an idiot
sumimasen: i am sorry
-san: used as ending of name to show respect or someone older, normally used like Mr. or Mrs.
iie: no
ginzuishou: the silver imperium crystal

I might have missed one, so if anyone doesn't know one in here just ask and I'll tell you what it means!

-

i've got a really great idea on this story and I cant seem to get rid of this idea to work on my other stories, so this'll prolly be updated more then the others for a bit...I'm sorry, but if you're really nice and stuff I might give you a preview of what I have so for on the other stories!

O! And vote who you want usa to be w/......eventually...
Trunks or Veggie!

Now I must sign off! I've been traveling all week and I'm so tired and when I got home I wanted to finish this chapter tonight! So tomorrow I'm going to post this on fanfiction.net!

-BabySerenity

please review!