Flashback:

10 years ago at the winter dance aka the last time I saw Sean Cameron.

Yeah I got my period, is what I scream from the bathroom, back then I really thought it was. My mom told me that could happen during first pregnancy get spotting for the first couple months of being pregnant. So I went to the dance to go see Sean, I wanted to tell I wasn't pregnant so that's what I told him. We had one last dance that night before he was shipped off to god knows where. I told him I'd wait for him because I knew we had a bundle of joy on the way but I didn't want to tell him that. He told me that he could have taken time off and started later, but I told him that I wasn't pregnant and to go and I would be here waiting for him when he got home.

A few months later:

The mail came today and I was about 5 or 6 months pregnant at the time. There was a letter on the top addressed to me for the Navy, I begged that it was just Sean writing me and not the letter I dread getting that he's not coming home alive, that was one of my concerns when he joined the Navy. But I opened and it was just a letter for him.

Dear Emma,

I am writing this letter to inform you that I will not be writing anymore. I have found a new women and I'm in love with her. I know we said we'd wait for each other but I found this unfair you and me both. Now you don't have to worry about me finding out that you have a boyfriend or a husband when I come back because now we both will be happy.

You will always be my first love, remember that!

Sean 3

I let tears drop on the paper he was dumping me for so Navy slut, what the hell! How was I suppose to raise this baby by myself I'm 19. Its to late to do anything but have this baby and do whatever I can to give this baby the life it deserves. I had to write back I had to tell him that it was fine and that he was right, even though it hurt inside knowing he was going to be with me.

Dear Sean,

This will be my last letter to you Sean. I want you to know that I love you and always will. You are right this long distance relationship was bad for anyone not just us. I was silly thinking this could work now like you said we both can be happy with what our lives bring us. I hope I run into you and your new girlfriend I would really love to meet her and make sure your treating her right like you did with me. And I know we will always have a love for each other because we were together for a long time. You'll always have a place in my heart, and I hope I have one in yours. I will always treasure what we had. I love you Sean!

Your in my heart always!

Emma 3

I was crying like I was crying because someone died. Well part of me did die when I wrote that letter. I loved him so much and I was losing him forever.

But that was 10 years ago now I have a daughter and a great job everything I always wanted, almost everything. I don't have the love of my life Sean.