A Naruto fanfic: Do I deserve love?
Okay, here goes nothing. My first Naruto story, ENJOY! Pairings will be naru/tayu(I wish Tayuya was still alive. She's so cool)
DISCLAMER: READ PEOPLE, I DO NOT OWN NARUTO! (Though, all OCs in my stories are mine)_
YO – Normal
"YO" – Talking
'YO' – Thinking
"YO" - Biju/Summon/Demon influenced voice talking
'YO' – Biju/Summon/ thinking
Konoha, Hidden Leaf Village: Leaf Hospital, Shinobi ward
'I don't really know why I try in the first place. All I want is, you know acceptance, respect, gratitude and a little bit of kindness won't hurt ya would it? Although, I don't mind if they treat me like Sasuke-teme either. hehheh.' A small smile graced our blonde hero's lips for less than a second and melted into a frown no later.
'Kuso, my whole body is aching but I still can't sleep. I'm missing my dreams, oh my sweet dreams. No glares, no getting beaten up, no being look down at. Just me and my imaginary tenshi. Don't know why I dream of her as a redhead and a foul mouthed teen though but I won't have it any other way, must run in the family. She's got a smoking body, cute face and her smile makes me feel lighter than the clouds. Then again, does a demon like me deserve someone like her?
If she were real, she would be just run away like the idiots in the village. Life is just not fair'
Now all his life he wanted someone, anyone to be his true friend, not those like the Ichiraku family or Iruka. No, he wanted to meet someone who would be there for him and would want to live together with him, someone….. more.
He never told anyone about his personal secret but he loves to read romance novels, they gave him a taste of what love is whenever he felt down or abandoned. He keeps his books in a scroll under the loose floorboards of his small and rundown room. Time after time, his search for love in the village came up nothing. Sure he found out that Hinata loved him but the truth is he did not feel the same about her. She was more like a best friend to him.
After meeting up with her and explaining everything to her she broke into tears. He comforted her and told her that liked her as a best friend and hoped that she would be his best friend. He told her that Kiba also liked her and that he knew that Hinata did have a slight crush on him to. Naruto chuckled when he remembered what Kiba did when Hinata told him of her crush on him and what he did to Naruto when he found out the person match-making them.
'I'm sorry old man but I never wanted to be hokage. I didn't even want to be a shinobi in the first place. I always wanted to travel and settle down in another village. Maybe I'll setup a shop, or I'll build my own village. Ya' know what I'll just do that. To hell with paperwork, I'll just use kage bushin heh heh."
While he was rambling in his head, his eyelids were getting heavier, finally granting him his well deserved rest.
A small rundown hut in the surrounding forests of Konoha
'OHHHH! WHY CAN'T I SLEEEEEP? FUCKIN' HEBI-TEME!' Tayuya was frustrated, no scratch that she was pissed.
She really wanted to talk to this hot blonde guy in her dreams. Oh the irony. When she first joined Oro- no that hebi-teme, she would say, "Fuck you!" to herself before that happens. Well things tend to change when some bitch from Suna drops a part of the WHOLE FUCKING FOREST ON YOU!
'Who knew an E-rank ninjutsu like kimawari would save my fine tight ass. Too bad I was not fast enough.' Looking down to what used to be her left leg now is left a bandaged stump. Her left calf got stuck under a tree trunk the moment she did the jutsu and was ripped off, along with half of her leg from toe to just below the kneecap.
-Flashback-
"Crazy ass bitch!"
That was one of Tayuya's many insults; of course she could do so much better but then again, what would anyone say when a whole section of forest is CRASHING DOWN ON YOU. Not much.
With a desperate last ditch effort, she managed to replace herself with a rock a good distance away from the tan wind user and her big ass fan. She was at the centre of a clearing under a huge tree with a small pond a few short steps ahead. Sighing of relief, she decided to stretch her limbs for the run to Otogakure. Unimaginable, burning pain washed through her. She spent less than a minute checking herself to find out what is causing it only to regret looking down.
It's gone. GONE
What was left of her left leg was now something that resembled a broken twig. The leg was snapped into two from just below the kneecap and the half that was snapped off was attached to her leg by only a thin piece of skin and bone could be seen sticking out off what was left of her leg clearly under the sun. No this was not supposed to happen, she was to be usefull to Orochimaru-sama. Anything would be bett- "AAARGGHH!"
She felt a tremendous amount of pain that easily rivalled the pain of losing one of her leg. The fire...no, ACID was melting her neck, directly over her cursed seal, she clawed wildly at her neck trying to get whatever it was off her neck. Surge after surge of blinding pain, causing her to lose her voice after ten minutes of screaming, it finally stopped and vanished just as quickly as it started. The pain caused her to lie-down curled up into a ball. Her shaking right hand was clutching her cursed mark while her left hand was clutching a fistful of grass and dirt.
She used all the strength that she could muster in her already tired body and pulled herself to the lake, not caring about her blood from her leg was staining the ground and grass (which thanks to her tossing around during the cursed seal's episode is now officially separated in to two. The one that was hanging by a piece of skin came off because of her jerky movements). Looking at the reflection of her neck, she was shocked.
The curse mark was missing. What was left behind was as really bad scar that looked like a knife was repeatedly stabbing the skin where her mark was to be. Tears. Blood-red Tears were falling down freely from her face and she did not stop them like she always would, to her it was a sign of weakness but now she did not want to stop. She could not hold it in anymore. She felt so many different emotions that instant.
Sadness. Confusion. Anger. Betrayed.
-Flashback End-
Gritting her teeth, she remembered what she found out about the truth of that hebi-teme three days ago. He never cared for her. Never did. All he cared about was his new anal buddy, that ass of an excuse of an Uchiha.
"WHY? Why does my life sucks so much! What did I do to get my life fucked up so much? It's not fair! Before this, before all of this, I LOVED MY LIFE! I was happy, I felt loved, belonged. Then my drunken bastard of a 'father' ruined everything...he killed Kaa-chan...a-and Taya-chan. Orochimaru, THAT GAY PHEDOPHILE! He left me here for dead! Why, why, WHY? All I want is to fell accepted, to know that someone out there cares for me, worries about me. Someone who loves me and comforts me when I cry or get lonely. Is that too much to ask?" Her tone was getting softer after every sentence. The last was barely a whisper.
Tears continued to flow down her cheeks as she remembered the shit she was thrown at in her life as well as her kaa-chan and her imouto, Tayani.
Her father died when she was five years old, her little sister was just turning four, her mother met someone where she worked and soon got married. He was nice the first few weeks but then he started to show his true colours. He would be drunk most of the time and would brutally beat all of them into a bleeding mess. He would often rape her mother in front of her and her sister. They would cry and comfort each other throughout the night and planning to leave that the house. Days, weeks and months went by agonizingly slow for the three of them but they willed themselves to endure the hardship and waited for the first opportunity to escape the hellhole. Soon, they would be a happy family again and everything would be better.
Unfortunately, her step-father knew they were going to leave him. So he took all the money they had and invited all of his bar buddies over in the middle of the night. They were cornered in to that bastards bedroom when they were running away from those evil men. The three of them were raped right there and then.
Tayuya shuddered, she could almost feel those cold and clammy hands touching her, fondling her breasts and grabbing ass. She gently touched her 'defiled flower' and remembered the pain she felt when those bastards took away her virginity. She could see her sister lying on the floor, dead after a cleaver was stabbed through her heart for putting up a fight, with cum all over her nude body, a pool of blood mixed with cum turning it slightly pink was forming slowly under her.
Her mother managed to break free of the men and took off running with Tayuya in her hands, tears spilled from her eyes for the loss of her second born. Her mother died of blood loss and was buried by her in the forest they were hiding in.
"Fucking Hebi-teme, finding me in the streets a few days after kaa-chan died." Tayuya held on to her flute tightly as she remembered her family. The flute was actually brought by both her mother and sister. She swore that she would cherish the flute even if it could not be repaired any more. It is the only thing she has to remember her mother and sister by.
Finally feeling tired enough, she welcomed the sleep she pleaded for and waited to meet her blonde knight with one final thought in mind.
'If only he is real, but then do I deserve someone like him? Afterall, I am one of Hebi-teme's monsters.'
As our red-haired beauty shifted her body to lie on her left side, such as she was facing the window, she failed to notice that a single white feather about 4 inches long with a slight red tint, fell out of her baggy Oto-nin uniform and gently fell on to the ground.
Kaa-chan: Mommy (at least i think it is since it is informal)
Kaa-san: Mother
Imouto: Little sister
What does the feather means? What does Tayuya mean by a 'monster'? TILL NEXT CHAPTER!
Please review, I need to know if I did good. Tips, advice, translation, spelling errors and flamers/critics are welcome. Thank you.
What do you think will be the best weapon for Naruto?
A buster sword (Zack Fair's final blade in Crisis Core)
A gunblade (Squall's weapon with slightly shorter blade for easy storage and with dark crimson coloured metal)
A shield (like goofy's in Kingdom Hearts but instead or round, it is shaped like a huge three sided shuriken. Red and gold instead of green and gold)
Dual daggers (the blades are extendable and are hollow for poisons. Colour scheme is the same, RED and BLACK)
Note: Every weapon will forge the story and Naruto's characteristics...except hyperness and his kind heart, I have to piss Tayuya off don't I? (You know, like the old saying "The weapon and master are one." Same thing.)
If you choose:
Buster sword: Holds friends very dearly, always smiles and jokes even in deep trouble. (Like Zack is)
Gunblade: Obsessed with explosions(No,not like the blonde atasuki), very patient. (Like US Marines snipers. They wait for the perfect opportunity to strike...which is very tiring.)
Shuriken Shield: Protective of his loved ones, super kind. (Like goofy)
Dual Daggers: Slightly insane, when fighting enemies he goes Joker-insane...laughter and all including Joker's smarts.
Poll will be up until 6th chapter, 7th chapter is where Naruto gets the weapon(s) of your choice. (Weapons are family heirlooms.)
Ja ne(I think it means goodbye, isn't it?)