A/N: Ok I was looking through my old stories and I found this one I had posted on a long time ago and I read it and was like, wow, perfect Troypay story!!! So that's what this is going to be…. A Troypay story. Oh, and for those of you who want me to update, Love, with a little dab of magic, the reason I haven't is because I didn't get any reviews with the last chapter! So please review if you want more of that one and this one! No reviews, no new chapter! Thanks.
"Hey, hey, hey! Wake up Albuquerque!!!!! It's the first day of school!!!! Get yourself out of bed and into school!"
Sharpay stuck her hand out of the sheets and hit the snooze button. She sat up on her queen size bad and stretched out her slender arms in the air.
"Another year of high school Blondie" Sharpay said as she picked up her small dog.
"And you know what else Blondie?" Sharpay said to her dog as she lifted up her soft ear.
"It's another year of being called the Ice Queen and acting like a bitch." Sharpay sighed as she lay back on the bed.
"I know Blondie, I shouldn't act like an Ice Queen when I'm not, but can you image if I wasn't such a good actress and people found out the real me? Everything would be crazy, and people would either give me pity or not believe me at all, and I don't think I can take that Blondie. But sometimes I just wish there was someone out there who would love me for me and understand me. But I'm a senior this year and it doesn't seem like it's going to happen." She sighed as she petted her dog softly. She then heard a soft knock on her door and her twin brother, Ryan poked his head in.
"Hey Sharpay, we should get going or we're going to be late." Ryan stepped into his sister's room. Sharpay got up and groaned.
"Hey, don't worry. Maybe you can lighten up on the whole Ice Queen thing this year." Ryan said, as he sat on his sister's bed.
"It's not that easy Ryan. Mom loves you in a way that she will never love me or the way dad used too. I think she was upset when she heard there was another baby coming with you." Ryan sighed. He had, had this conversation with Sharpay before and now he just walks away.
"Even if that is true, which it's not, hiding your feelings by being a bitch isn't going to work. It's just going to make things worse." He left her room, leaving a frustrated Sharpay.
"Arrgg! I can't deal with this now. I have to get ready."
Sharpay got up and walked into her bathroom. She looked at her self in the mirror and her light skin glowed in the mirror as the sun streamed in through the bathroom window. She brushed her teeth and smiled into the mirror. Her teeth were exceptional straight. Thanks to braces in fifth grade. She grabbed her brush and ran it through her flawless blonde hair.
She then walked into her huge walk in closet and called for Blondie as she does everyday. She heard a jingle walked into her closet and saw Blondie sitting right in front of a white cami with a baby blue short sleeved Ralph Lauren sweater.
"Thanks Blondie! That looks great! But what bottom and shoes am I going to wear?" Blondie then walked over to a pair of jean Tommy Hilfiger Bermudas and a pair of Manolo Blahnik white wedges.
"Thanks again Blondie!" Sharpay laughed as she got dressed and looked at herself in the mirror.
She sighed. "Why did you have to go dad? Why?" she whispered as she looked up. She shook her head as she grabbed her bag and walked downstairs.
"Let's go Ryan. We're going to be late." Ryan walked towards the front door.
"Bye Ryan. Have a great day at school. I'll be home late because I have to work on a case, so pick up some dinner on your way home."
"Ok mom. Bye" Ryan looked at Sharpay.
"Bye mom" Sharpay said as she sighed after not getting a responds. Ryan shook his head as they walked outside to Sharpay's car.
As they drove to school, Sharpay stopped at a stop sign two blocks from her house and sighed as she saw blonde shaggy haired boy give his mom a kiss, wave to them and get in the car. Ryan waved back as Sharpay gave a weak smile.
"Why don't you just talk to him Sharpay? He's not with Gabriella, there just best friends. And everyone knows you have a huge crush on him." Ryan said. Sharpay shook her head and turned on the radio.
She had to admit, she did like Troy, a lot. I mean, he was the captain of the basketball team, really cute, super sweet, and she just recently found out, an amazing singer and star of the last school musical. But as Sharpay had told herself before, if she ever wanted to be with someone, she would have to show them the real her and she just wasn't ready for that. At least, not yet. She would only show the one person she could trust and loved her for her the real her. So far, her father and brother were the only ones she did trust. But with her father gone and, her and Ryan can't be together forever, she was slowly loosing trust in anyone. Sharpay sighed again as she parked her car and got ready to be the Ice Queen.
"You know you don't have to." Ryan whispered to her as he adjusted his hat.
"Ryan, we went over this… yes I do." Sharpay said as she fixed her makeup in the rearview mirror. Ryan got out of the car saying a "whatever" to his sister. She thought about being nice for a second then shook the thought out of her mind when she realized it wasn't going to work. She got out of her car, took out her studded phone and put on a smirk. She walked to the steps of the school as she whispered "I'm sorry dad."
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The bell rang and school was finally over. Sharpay walked to the auditorium and decided to practice on her singing before she went off to her acting classes. She opened the big doors, threw her bag on the chair, and walked up to the stage. She checked everywhere backstage to make sure no one was there. The auditorium was empty. Except for a curtain tucked neat in place with a certain basketball star hidden inside after hearing the doors open. Sharpay sat down on the piano and let her fingers slide over the keys before playing a melody she liked and knew all to well.
Just when it's getting good I slowly start to freeze
Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep
It's the memory I can't see Then this fear comes over me
Understand that I don't mean To push you away from me
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again?
Don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see what's come over me
You got a way of easing me out of my self
I can't stay but I can't leave
I'm am my worst enemy
Please understand that it's not you, it's what I do J
ust when I'm about to run, I realize what I become
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again?
Don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again?
I don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Sharpay let her tears fall freely now from her cheeks as she continued to cry and play the piano.
What's come over me, I wonder
What's come over me, I wonder
Now I'm wondering what you think of me
Don't know why I break so easily
All my fears are surrounding me
I can't get any sleep I keep running in circles around you
You're the trap I wanna fall into
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again?
Don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again?
I don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again?
Don't know, I can't see what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again?
(I'm so alone without you, without you)
I don't know, I can't see what's come over me.
Sharpay played the last few notes as her eyes were red and her cheeks wet with tears. She wiped her tears as she walked to a corner and slid down the wall, he knees hugged to her chest. She looked up towards the roof and whispered silently "Why did you have to leave dad? You were my only friend. The only person I could be myself around. Since your not here, can you send me someone like you? Please. I need someone." She cried harder this time and buried her face in her knees.
Troy's mouth was wide open from behind the curtain. 'Sharpay Evans, the Ice Queen can cry? And she can play the piano. Man, I never knew Sharpay was so sensitive.' He thought to himself. He peaked his head out and heard her whisper towards the roof about her dad. Troy felt so bad for her. Seeing her there on the floor actually crying real tears, not acting tears really got to him. Troy was about to leave to process what had just happened when he heard his name and stopped.
"Maybe I should talk to someone. But who? Troy? Oh yea, because Troy Bolton would want to talk to the Ice Queen who has no feelings and cares for only herself. But than again, I don't have any other friends and he is the only one who at least says hello to me every morning. I don't know. But just please send someone soon dad because I can't take this anymore." Sharpay sighed as she began to cry silently again. She looked down at her watch and saw the time.
"Well, at least I can go home after class and stop acting." She took out her compact and looked in the mirror. She fixed her makeup and it looked like she had never been crying. She grabbed her things and walked out the auditorium. Troy stepped out from the curtain and just stood in awe. Sharpay Evans, the girl he had known for three years was no Ice Queen. She was just a misunderstood girl, who needed someone to love her and show her it was ok to be herself. But could he do that? She had said he was the only who ever even gave her the time of day. But then again, he found it out of habit, doing it to everyone.
"Arrgg! Now I'm so confused!" Troy said as he grabbed his bag and walked out of the auditorium.
'This is going to be one interesting year.'
A/N: Ok well there's my new Troypay story. I am a Troyella and Troypay fan really. I just like a good story. Which is what I hope this is. So please review if you liked it and if I should continue! Please, please, please review because if I don't get any, I will not continue the story so please press the pretty little purplish button on the bottom left hand corner and take two seconds to submit me a review! Lol! Please and thank you.
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