-Sniffles- I'm very sad right now, and I thought I should write this, cause I love Kingdom Hearts and I haven't posted a story for it yet. This is gonna be sad, cause I'm sad. -Cries-
Pain
I open my eyes,
Where...am I?
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white lights,
Is this...heaven?
I can't remember how,
The man, Ansem, he told me...what?
I don't remember why,
Why...my best friends...betrayal...I'm a traitor...
I'm lying here tonight...
I'm not dead. Ansem, he tricked me, took my heart...
And I can't stand the pain...
Does losing everything hurt? So much...
And I can't make it go away...
Kairi...I let you down...I couldn't save you...but Sora...
No, I can't stand the pain...
Sora...I'm sorry...
How could this happen to me?
I thought I was so strong, I thought my heart was strong...
I made my mistakes,
Why would I do it? How could I betray them...
Got nowhere to run,
I wish I could find them...tell them...
The night goes on,
They probably hate me...
As I'm fading away,
Can someone fade away in someone's heart? I don't want to be forgotten...
Everybody's screaming,
But maybe being forgotten is better...
I try to make a sound but no one hears me,
I feel numb...Kairi...Sora...My voice...
I'm slipping off the edge,
I can't die...or am I dead...tired...
I'm hanging by a thread,
I have to stay strong...I can't close my eyes...
I wanna start this over again,
I have to make up for what I did...have to say I'm sorry...have to get back to Kairi and Sora...
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered,
When you're alone, memories come back,
When you're dying, they say you see your life,
Me, Kairi, Sora on the Island...the water...the secret place...darkness...
I succumbed, I surrendered to the dark...the door...darkness...or light...
And I can't explain what happened,
How could I...the darkness...no...I did it...but...did I beat it also? The darkness? Did I defeat it?
And I can't erase the things that I've done,
Maybe..forgiveness is real...maybe I can still be forgiven...
No, I can't,
Maybe our bonds are stronger than darkness...
How could this happen to me?
Maybe light does prevail...
I've made my mistakes,
Maybe they've already forgiven me...
Got nowhere to run,
I can already see them, waiting for me...
The night goes on,
Or...forgetting me...
As I'm fading away,
People can fade...from memories...and hearts...
I'm sick of this life,
But...friends...can friends fade?
I just wanna scream...
Maybe...but I won't...best friends can't fade...
How could this happen to me?
I will stay strong...for my friends...and maybe I won';t fade...maybe I'll remain in their hearts...as they'll remain in mine...
I've made my mistakes,
I struggled to stand...I was weak...
Got nowhere to run,
But even if I could stand, where would I go?
The night goes on,
The Islands?
As I'm fading away,
But where were the islands...this land was barren...where was I?
I'm sick of this life,
"Hello?" I call.
I just wanna scream,
"Riku..."
How could this happen to me?
"Who..."
"I'm a friend."
And for once in a long time, I had hope.