BIG FAT COWARD

Disclaimer: I do not own these characters!

Pairing: Catherine and Sara

Warning: Femslash

Rating: M

Sara's POV

I throw back my drink, embracing the burning sensation rushing down my throat. It was just another night after shift, another torturous night. I was working with Catherine again and had to physically stop myself from staring at her all shift. Things are still as rocky as ever between us which means that her catching me drawling over her would probably end up with my body never being found.

I managed to bail out on the usual breakfast, I can never sit through them after working for hours straight with Catherine. I usually rock up to a bar and drink myself to distraction, or pull a double shift at work. Everyone thinks that I'm married to my job, when really it's the prolonged exposure to Catherine which makes the escape I find in both my work and in alcohol essential to my sanity. So imagine my surprise when I glimpse the whole of the night staff heading in my direction.

I press the cool bottle to my lips and drain the bottle, I head for the nearest exit and a small smile graces my lips as I reach the door. I feel the breeze wash over me and my moment of relief is short lived as I hear Catherines questioning voice behind me.

'Sara?'

Oh crap. I turn around and see Catherine stood there as sexy as ever. Crap. Catherine, alcohol and I do not mix, my libido has roared into life and I can no longer stop myself from looking at her, from undressing her with my eyes. Silently I close the gap between us and hesitantly brush my lips against hers. Crap.

Crap. Crap. Crap.

Before I get beyond the point of control i snap my eyes to the ground and swiftly leave, with a glance behind me i see Catherine in a state of shock, her fingers brushing her lips.

Crap.

I wish i could say that i had slept last night, but that would be a lie. And the dark bags under my eyes would be all the proof they needed. I got into work ridiculously early and after taking my chances in the break to get a much needed supply of caffine i head off to one of the examination rooms, a quiet one where i am rarely disturbed. Yes okay you caught me i am a big fat coward, but seriously can you blame me? Catherine is due at any moment! Yeah thats what i thought.

I had only been working for half hour when i can feel her eyes on me, yeah yeah how do i know, i just do, its hard to explain. But if I risk looking up now, it will kick off and guess what I am a big fat coward and right now I really don't care. If I hadn't been so wrapped up in my thoughts and trying to make sure that it looked like I was working, I may have heard her enter. It wasn't until I felt her behind me, her fingers brushing over hip that i realised i was trapped.

An animal instinct took over and all i wanted was her. In one fluid motion i have her arms pinned next to her head against the wall.

'Sara' Catherine whimpers my name and i know that any chance i had at leaving has just vanished.

I brush my lips against her, and when she tries to control the kiss, deepen it i pull away with a little smirk on my lips. Having this control over Catherine is the biggest turn on i've ever had. I bite her bottom lip and suck it gently. Finally deepening the kiss, my sense are over powered. I am hyper aware of the door which is wide open but right now i couldn't care less, and i am planning on keeping my clothes on, if anyone sees us then i think it would motivate me further. That they would know it was me who gets under her skin, that gets to push her over the edge.

I realise her hands and husk in her ear 'you wanna cum, then you'll do as i say.' I emit a small moan as she nods. My hands start to brush over her body and i feel her rock towards me, i look her in the eye and say no. With a frustrated groan she complies and i start to unbutton her shirt, kissing the exposed skin. I push her shirt off and make quick work of her bra, it seems only now that she is aware of the door. I grin and mumble s'ok they'll hear whether open or closed. She bite her lip, her protests die and i take a breast in each hand and start to massage them. I don't know what it is but i have always loved breasts, the texture, the way they stand up to attention when you run your tongue over them.. Which is just what i am doing now, i start by sucking on it and then gently bite it. She gasps and i then flick it fast and hard with my tongue, she arcs into me and moans. Loudly. She really likes this. I grin and mimic the movements on her other breast.

She is panting and thrusting her hips i know she is ready. I still tease and i can tell how much she wants to take control but as i slide to my knees and unbutton her pants i can tell she is willing to give me time. With a glance towards the door she nods. I pull down her pants and panties, i can smell her arousal and groan. She is blushing, as if it only just occurred to her that not only is the door wide open but i am fully clothed. I brush my lips over her mound and continue to moan. With a long slow drag of my tongue i get my first taste of her and i know i could do this forever. Catherines hips buck as i open her with my tongue. I slid my tongue in between her pussy lips, gliding up and down, circling her clit, but not touching it, always with the teasing.. I reached up to fondle her nipples. She was going crazy and I loved it as she began grazing my arm with her fingernails

I began to worry that the others might come looking for us, so I let my tongue roam back up to her clit. The two had barely connected before she was arching her back and pressing her crotch against me. She slapped her hand over her mouth, screaming, unintelligible words of pleasure as her beautiful, pussy bucked against my face and i slipped two fingers inside her. Despite her best efforts she was becoming louder and louder, they must be able to hear her, i didn't care i kept up my furious pace and started to suckle at her clit. She was bucking, so close i could feel her tensing, i added a third finger and i knew i had her.. She breathed my name and 'Sara.. Fuck.. Shit..' she slumped forward, holding onto me, i carried on helping her to ride out her orgasm.

I could hear someone coming, no doubt to inspect the source of all that noise. I drag on her pants but keep her panties as a reminder of this moment, she is still in the after bliss so doesn't realise, she is just straightening up when Greg walks round the corner.

'hey guys?'

I slip the panties into my pocket, 'hey greggo'

'Catherine, me and you have a case' he states, looking so suspicious

'okay no worries.' Catherine replies still dazed.

He turns and leaves, Catherine having gained her wits husks in my ear i cant wait till i get you to myself after shift.

I seductively lick my fingers which were buried within her moments ago and she moans. 'Fuck Sara'

She walks away while she still can, i meet her in the parking lot just before she leaves and when im sure no one is looking flash her panties to her.

A mixture of shock, lust and worry flash across her face, but we both know its too late. She is gonna have to go commando all night. I head off to the locker room to try and relieve some of this tension grinning to myself. I never thought i could do that. Maybe im not a coward after all.