Hard times.

that's what we've been going thru lately.

What with Mom being in the hospital because of being kidnapped, Brigid Dwyer being an evil lying TRAITOR, and mine and Fang's constant relationship mood swings.

Yes, very hard times.

Right now I was sitting in Ella's room with her I-pod.

I look at what song was playing.

Get Up-Superchic[k]. I listened to it:

I'm not afraid to fall,

It means I've climbed up high,

To fall is not to fail,

You fail when you don't try

Well, nobody knows that better than me.

I' m not afraid to fall,

If you think about it, this songs describes e pretty well.

I might just learn to fly,

And I will spread these wings of mine

Oh the irony.

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

But we get up anyway,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

And I might fall back down again

Hey, I kinda like this song, it's catchy. If you think about it, like really, really think about it, this describes me perfectly. Well, I don't fall down much, but I also don't give up easily.

And we'll just jump and see,

Even if it's the twentieth time,

We'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'm gonna have to ask Ella where she heard this song.

I'm not afraid to fall,

And here I told you so,

Don't want to rock the boat,

But I just had to know

I'm so glad Fang's not here to see me, I'm actually dancing around the room, snapping my fingers to the music. Oh god, I've gone insane.

Just a greener side,

Or can I touch the sky,

But either way I will have tried

Usually I don't know if I'll make it out of the fights I ensue, but I know that if I don't, at least I've done all I can.

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

But we get up anyway,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

And I might fall back down again

I realize that with some things, I'll have to try again and again. Like how it ws with my triple reverse roundhouse kick, it took a couple broken bones, (On Fang and Iggy's side, I might add) and a lot of headaches, but I did it.

And we'll just jump and see,

Even if it's the thirtieth time,

We'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'll have to see what Fang thinks of this song.

I' m not afraid to fall,

I've fallen many times,

They laughed when I fell down,

But I have dared to climb,

Not afraid to fall,

I know I'll fall again,

And I will win this in the end

You hear that Mr. Chu? I'm coming for you, and this time I'm not going down without a fight.

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

But we get up anyway,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

And I might fall back down again,

We'll just jump and see even if it's the fortieth time,

We'll just jump and see if we can fly

Okay, by now, I was singing along, super embarrassing.

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

But we get up anyway,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

So let's get up c'mon,

If I get up I might fall back down again,

And I might fall back down again.

I have been inspired to go flying. Not that I need any inspiration, but I'm still inspired, and I feel like flying, so…

How was it? It's my first song-fic, so please tell me if I did anything wrong.