Flashback

She felt his weight on top of her. Her back against the cool grass, her eyes up at the starry night sky. Ideally it would have been peaceful, but he had pounced on her & she had done nothing to stop him. She had stopped him when he straddled her , a hand next to each side of her head, him leaning forward, & just...talking to her, as he always had, as her best friend.

She watched him & talked back as if this new positioning was nothing out of the ordinary but she felt a heat surrounding her from within, she now wanted nothing more than to touch him but her hands stayed at her sides.

He kissed her neck and nuzzled it. She had let out a low sigh which was soon stifled when his mouth met her's. At first the kiss was gentle and soft but once she put her hands on his back, he slammed the rest of his body onto her and that kiss soon became raging and passionate, of the likes of which neither of them had ever experienced.

In what seemed like a split second, their bodies were writhing together. He wanted to rip her clothes off of her and destroy her in one big stormy moment of passion.

She looked up at him breathless, her hazel eyes catlike watching him for his next move. She licked her lips hungrily, he leaned in & kissed her again and just as he was about to let her devour him, he moved back, remembering the girlfriend who had so easily slipped from his mind whenever he was around her.

She looked up at him, her eyes filled with agony and longing, her chest rising as she tried to steady her breathing. "We shouldn't have done that" He said slowly. She nodded in somber agreement knowing that what had just transpired shouldn't have. But that didn't matter, they had awakened something within each other, something that was too difficult to now ever get rid of.

Lara stood in the library, lost in a book on charms. Before she had even heard their voices, she sensed their presence, & not a moment later Draco and his girlfriend Pansy were parading through the library. He noticed Lara & lifted his head up at her as if to gesture a voiceless hello, one pansy would not notice. Lara smiled at him and turned away. She felt annoyed everytime she saw the two of them together, she always had. But that annoyance had grown ever since that night in the grass under the stars.

She hadn't felt the same and neither had he. Everytime their hands accidently brushed past one another, he ached to just grab her and hold her. And Lara wanted nothing more than to feel his hands on her like they had been that night.

But she knew she couldn't feel that, couldn't have that, for he had a girlfriend and wouldn't dare to risk losing her. He spent two years coaxing her to be with him and to ruin all that for Lara? It was unspeakable, no matter how much he wished to be with her, no matter how much he hated seeing all the other guys in the school fawn over her and watch her when she walked and when she talked.

Lara felt a twinge of sadness in her heart, because she knew that he would not willingly leave Pansy. & then she realized that while he wouldn't willingly leave her, there's nothing a man can do when he's being seduced and teased by a woman that know's fully well the extent of his desire for her.

A/N: Alright i finally decided to get back into writing stories since i haven't done so in quite awhile mainly due to personal problems & also school and work. Hope you enjoyed the first chapter & thank you for reading! The next one will be posted soon! Comments,etc are apperciated =D