Summary:
Ryan has a sister, that get killed in a car accident, and that he is in love whit his boss,
just makes Ryan get depressed, because he know he never can have Horatio and he try to kill himself.
But Horatio fine him, laying on the living floor,
When its time for Ryan to go home, Horatio picks him up,
and insist that Ryan stay whit him for someday just to make sure Ryan will be ok...
What happen when Ryan finds out what the real reason to that Horatio was at his door that day,
and way he insist on being at Ryans side all the time since they left the hospital.
Warning:
Attempted suicide
Male on male sex
Rape
Dark!Fic
Disclaimer:
I don't own CSI: Miami or the characters, I just borrow them. I promises, that I will return them back in one pieces.
(Can always dream)
Another RYan/Horatio Fic from my side.
Chapter 1
Ryan was standing in the DNA lab, with Valera, when his cell phone starts ringing.
"Wolf"
"Hi, Im calling from Miami Date Hospital. Are you Ryan Wolf"
"Yeah, that's me" Ryan had a worried expression frozen on his face.
"You are listed as emergency contact to a Mari-Ann Wolfe. Do you know her?"
Ryan didn´t trust his voice to last, so he waited for the caller to continue.
"She was in an car accidence… She is in surgery at the moment; the doctors are doing their best"
Ryan took a deep breath and hope his voice didnt sound as broken as he felt.
"Ok, Thanks"
He closed his cell, and walk quickly out, and leaving a very confused Valera back.
-The Labs Parking Lot-
"Ryan!... Ryan!" A southern accent called after him, but ignoring it, he slide in to the driver set of one of the Hummers and drove off.
Erik walks up to Calleigh with the evidence box, from the crime scene they just got back from.
"What was that about" Eric asked.
"I have no idée"
-Miami Date Hospital-
Ryan walked up to the reception, where a nurse sat. She had short black spicy heir, and green eyes.
On her chest there was a name tag; that read; Mitch, Allyson, with a picture on the left side of the tag.
"Ryan Wolf. I was called 30 minutes ago."
Allyson checked something out on the computer screen, before she turned her attention back to Ryan.
"Yes, Mrs Wolf…."
He cut her off.
"Its Miss, Wolfe. She's my sister"
The nurse gave him a weak smile.
"Miss. Wolf is still in surgery. Ill call up and tell them that you have arrived."
Allyson gave him the instructions to where the private waiting room was, and watch him walk with heavy steps away.
-Lab-
Eric and Calleigh where in the layout room and looked over their crime scene photos, when Horatio walked in.
"Have any of you seen Mr. Wolfe?"
"We saw him a little over two hours ago" Eric answer.
"We meet him on our way from the parking lot, we have just arrived from a crime scene" Calleigh add.
"Yeah, he took off in one of the Hummers, he looked very upset."
"Thanks" Hi said before the turn on his heels and left.
-Hospital-
"Mr. Wolf" A man in green scrubs stepped into the room, Ryan stud up and shacked his hand.
"Yes, How my sister doing?" his voice was calm, not showing the nervousness or the anger the he had against the man that hade done this, and just run away from it all.
"Im sorry" The man said.
Ryan felt his legs weaken and that he was places in the char by the Surgeon. He let his head fall back and his the wall, as the closed his eyes to regain some control.
"We did all we could, but the damage was too big. Again, Im sorry"
With the little control had, he slowly sat up. "Thanks" He took a deep breath as the Surgeon was about to leave he spoke again. "Are the any papers I need to fill out?"
"Yes, Ill send a nurse in with it" He gave Ryan a weak smile and left.
-Hospital Parking Lot-
After an hour, he was finally on his way, to fine the hummer, so he could check it back in at the lab, and take the rest of the day off.
When he got the site of the hummer, he didnt just see one, but two, and one red head Lt. Leaning against it.
"Horatio, How did you fine me?"
"All the Lab cars have GPS tracking MR. Wolf"
"Yeah, Right. I forgot"
"I heard about your sister, Mr. Wolf. Im sorry"
He looked at Ryan, and when he didnt reply he showed himself away from the car, one step closer to the man he, started to get feelings for. How it had starts he didn't know, just that they where there.
Ryan notes' that Horatio, took a step closer and started to unlock the car door, when a grip around his wrist stopped him.
"I need to get back to work, Horatio. I have a lot to catch up with"
He talk non-stop about the evidence he had collected at the scene, and didnt hear Horatio trying to calm him down.
"Mr. Wolf… Mr. Wolf" He took a deep breath "Ryan" it worked Ryan stopped his babbling and looked into his eyes, before his look dropped to the ground.
Horatio took the keys from Ryan and locked up the hummer.
"You are going to take the rest of the day off" He guided Ryan to his car. "You are not fitted to work… Ill drive you home" He push the younger CSI in the passenger seat he was to emotional tired to protest, he placed himself behind the steering wheel, and backed out of the parking lot.
The whole ride to Ryans place, was passed in silence. Ryan was staring out the window, with blank eyes, and a lost boy look handing over him. Every few minute Horatio would look over at him, at one moment he just had wanted to pull over and dreg Ryan into his lap and hold him, kiss him, make everything better. But he couldnt, Ryan was his co-worker, and hopefully his friend.
As they moved closer to Ryans house, he couldn't stop thinking about Horatio. He had called him by his first name. Ryan had have feelings for his red head boss, from the first time he hade seen him, at the crime scene, Ryan had that moment decided that he wanted to be a CSI, in hope of get his feelings in return, but it all hade ended with, a CSI team that never could stop comparing him with; the high and almighty Tim "Speed" Speedle, and the cuts all over his arms in a desperations to get read off the dark feeling that he, that he would never be a good CSI or that his boss would fall in love with him, that he was a zero, a nothing.
He was a nothing, had no friends, no family, no lover, and no life outside of work.
The hummer pulled to a stop, and Ryan got dragged back to the world, he looked over at Horatio that was looking at him, with deep blue eyes that glowed with, concern for a friend, and something ales that glowed for a second before it diapered again. He lowered his eyes to the hand in his lap.
"Uh, Thanks for the ride. I will be back on work tomorrow… I promise."
A/N: Make my day, R&R