Hi everyone angst isn't usually what I write but this Idea popped into my head and I thought it'd turn into a good story so don't be too harsh on it.
I hear footsteps in the hall and then knocking on my bedroom door "Duo get up now! You're worse than a women I swear, sleeping past noon…." I hear WuFei yell before turning back around and going downstairs.
They don't even realize that I've been awake all night. I don't sleep anymore, unless I pass out. When I sleep, I hear their voices. Sister Helen, Father Maxwell. Solo…. I couldn't save them, and they won't let me forget that I wasn't fast enough to save them. They remind me how it's my fault their dead, how it's all my fault.
"Get up already!" I hear someone yell from downstairs before I hear Quat's voice saying it's ok if I slept in.
Slowly I drag myself out of bed and stare at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes are bloodshot, and have bruises under them from my lack of sleep. I grab my priest shirt and a pair of black pants and head towards my bathroom.
This house is so big we each get our own bathroom. I take a cold shower and wash my long hair so I don't smell of alcohol when I go downstairs. I would never hear the end of it if they found out how much I drank. It'd just be another reason to tell me how I'm not taking care of myself.
I pass Heero in the hallway as I get out of the bathroom. He doesn't even stop to say morning, but it's Heero so I don't worry about it. "Duo hurry up or there's not goanna be any food left for you when you get down here" I hear Quat call to me.
"That's my sign," I say to myself as I look in the mirror. I look at me for a second before putting on that smile everyone thinks is so genuine, and make sure my jester mask is in place. The mask I wish could be me. It never slips off in public. I'll never let anyone see what is under that mask. With my mask in place, I slide down the banister to greet the others. I can tell this is going to be a long day
Hi everyone! Did you all like it? If you did review so I'll have some incentive to continue it, otherwise it'll end up being a one shot. And remember to review!
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