We played everyday. He taught me how to fish with the very fishing rod our father passed onto him.
I used to cry when I couldn't catch any fish, and then he would hug me until I stopped. Sometimes I would fall asleep in his arms, he had to carry me home.
It wasn't unusual for Mito-San to put us asleep in our own beds, and I would end up in the same bed as him.
He was so warm, so cheerful, and do kind. He let me do everything with him. I could hug him whenever, and he would always hug me back.
We went everywhere together, mountains, trees and we even took baths together.
I loved my big brother. I admired him. One time he came back with a mark on his cheek and scratches on his arm. He told he just fell over a tree stump.
I was so worried I burst into tears and cried for hours. That whole time, the long hours that tears streamed down my face, he was there. He hugged me and kept reassuring me.
All those years, the only boy I would talk to, the person I looked upto, He was always there for me.
He would even teach me stuff that wound help me survive in the mountains!
He's the reason I feel safe.
He's the reason I can be happy.
He's the reason I'm living.
But one day, shortly after his 12th birthday. He wanted something. He had a gleam in his eyes that showed that I wasn't the only thing on his mind.
That gleam was proof that something was more important. Days went by, he was acting strange, and he grew restless.
He went into the mountains more frequently, and when I asked to accompany him, i was told I should stay.
Every time he told me to stay home my heart broke. It made me feel as if he didn't want me by his side.
I saw him at the lake one day, just sitting there with moss and leaves on him. He was fishing.
After a few more days, I decided enough was enough.
When he got home I questioned him, why is he leaving all the time? Doesn't he want me around?
He said his reasons were solid for leaving, that he does miss me around him. That night I felt happy, relieved and grateful. Grateful I had him in my life.
That night, I couldn't sleep. I crawled into bed with him. "Onii-Chan." I whispered to him hoping he hadn't fallen into slumber yet.
"Yes?" he asked. I was glad he was awake.
"I love you." I confessed. I had finally did it. But I wasn't done yet. "I'm in love with you. Not as my older brother, but as a -" I was cut off by him hugging me.
He had hugged me tight. His chin was on my head, and my face in his chest. I didn't hear a response.
He started shaking softly. Was he crying?
I didn't realist I had fallen asleep until I woke up.
The next morning, he was gone. I was in his bed alone. I was still in my night gown as I searched frantically for him.
I checked the docks. He was there. On a boat. Leaving. The whole island was waving goodbye.
Did he leave because he hates me? Did he leave because of what I told him? Why did he leave?
Why did he leave me? After I told him I loved him. Why?
A/N: Just a one-shot, if Gon had a little sister. R&R?