she is the daughter of a business man , named mayank malhotra.. she has two brothers . rounak and tanmay.. both are married . she is 19 years old now.. her whole family is enjoying a party dowdownstairs . but she is not.. she is sitting in her room beside the window enjoying the cool. and calm breez.. tears were rolling down her cheeks and the wind made her curly hair fly and they were brushing away her tears.. her parents and brothers and sister - in - laws told her many. times to attend the party , they were saying that she has to do in the parties what they do after she turns 21. so they asked her to attend the party.. but she didn't go.. she hated the party.. because she is watching the same thing after she started to understand the world.. every year at every month or sometimes every week they have this business dealing parties.. her dad and brothers throw these parties when they have deal with very big and rich business man.. and she is watching after doing these deals her sister - in - laws goes into a room with the men.. and the other guests in the party does the same..

when she was small and asked what her sister - in - laws used to do with other men in the rooms the answer she always got that they play and enjoys themselves . but when she started to understand the world she got the correct answer to her question . and when she got that a hatred for her family startesd to develop inside her heart..

she is 21 today.. she is reading medical science.. she wants to join cid mumbai forensic and go away from this place to a peaceful place.. she was reading a book when her father came to the room.. she looked up and met her father's cold gaze..

" tarika aj sham ko ghar mai party hai.. you are 21 now.. so you have to attend the party tonight . aur tum. jante ho ki. hum keya chahte hai.. "

her father handed her a long necked , backless and knee touching one piece..

" aj sham ko tum ye pehenke aoge.. aur aj karoro ( billion ) ke deal honewala hai. itna jawan larki dekhke mr jay khush ho. jayenge.. entertain him. as much you can.. agar ye deal hat lag jaye. toh humari laotery lag jayega.. "

" itne salo. mai itne sare karoro ki business deal hua usse man nahi bharta aplogoka? " her weak and low but aggressive voice came..

" javan samhalke bat karo tarika.. " her father shouted..

" aur han iske. sath matching earrings , ye lo.. " her sister - in. - law's voice came from behind..

they handed tarika the things and went out. without watching her teary and pleading eyes.. she threw the dress on the ground and cried in a low voice..

in the next moment she received a tight slap on her. face and. felt the dress packet. crashing on her face and in. the next moment she heard a loud bang of the door.. she cried there clutching the bed sheet. tightly..

in the evening she got ready. she was feeling really uncomfortable in that short and open dress.. she hesitatingly came downstairs and saw the usual scenery . a shiver passed down her whole body..she went over her brother. at answer to his beconing.. she. went and stood beside him.. he was talking to the business man. when she was going to him many thirsty eyes. were. looking at her demandingly.. when she stood beside his brother that man. started to look. at her. making her shiver to. the core.. he. was looking at her like a thirsty dog. . his brother ended the discussion with him and shaked hand. then holded tarika ' s hand firmly. and brought his face close to her ear.

" koi hoshiyari karneki. koshish mat karna. samjhi. "

saying this he pushed her hardly and made her stand beside him. he took her to a room.. he made her sit on bed and tried to. go close to her .. she stood up at once and went far from him..

" please.. I'm sorry mujse nahi hoga ye sab. please leave me.. I don't want to do this. " she said hugging herself her back towards him..

he came and hold her and said " lagta hai aj peheli. bar aye ho . chinta mat karo main tumhe chot nahi pahouchaunga.. chill.. I'll just...

he stopped by a push from her " maine bola na nahi.. matlab nahi.. please excuse me.. "

she tried to go away but he pulled her and said " aise toh. ttumhe jane nahi dunga darling .. ab ageye ho toh kam karke hi jaoge.. " he tried to force her but. she slapped him tight leaving him shocked ..

she went. to her room crying and here mr jay shouted on them and left without dealing..

she was in her room crying badly.. she. needed a support of love then.. but unfortunately she had none.. her whole family came to her and she shivered in fear.. her brother came and hold her hair tightly

" kaha tha na. zyada hoshiyari mat kar.. ab itna karoro ka nuksan tu thik karega? han? "

and they beat her like animal . her cry didn't reach the thick. wall of their. ears.. that night became hell for her

she is 26 now.. age changed.. she grew up.. weather changed , years changed but her family's dirty business didn't change at all.. even she didn't change . she is still against this business..

in these years she tried many times to escape.. but couldn't .

when there is a party they are informed in the morning to be prepared for the party in the evening.. at first she tried to escape.. when she was informed about party she got out of the house and didn't return before next day . but for how many days. they didn't leave her. when they understood her trick they too used some trick.. they didn't tell her in the morning but in the evening before 1 hour of the party.. on the first day she refused.. so they let her. be because they didn't want to waste their so called precious., important time.. but in the next time they informed her only before 30 minute of the party . that day. she fleed again using an opportunity .. when she returned the next day she didn't know what hell was waiting for her.. first they. again tortured her and then they took her fforcefully to a hospital and inserted a chip - tracker under her neck..

after that it was no use of escaping. if she even escaped they brought her back . after that they they didn't even informed her about party. . just before party they made her drink a glass of drugged milk . she drank it because she used to drink milk every evening .. so they didn't had too force her.. after drinking that milk when she comes to consciousness , it's too late.. she didn't have other way than crying silently sometimes loudly..

today , she is sitting beside her window cursing her luck and talking to her. God .

tarika pov crying : hey bhagwan , keu ? keu. karrahe ho mere sath aisa.. keu? kabhi kabhi lagta hai jaan de du khudki.. keya faida hai aise zindegi zineka.. phir. lagta hai shayed kismat mai accha kuch intezar karraha hai.. use dekhneke pehele yesab jhelna parega.. per aur kitna ? aur kitna sehena parega yesab ? aur kitne din ? apko toh ek bara patther ( stone ) ki niche rehete hue ek chota sa insect bhi dikhai deta hai. toh phir itne salo se main yesab sehe rahi hu.. itna dukh se guzar rahi hu.. dard mai roz chikti hu. apko. meri dard dikhai nahi deta ? meri pukar sunai nahi deta apko? aur kitne din yaha rehena parega mujhe ? mujse koi larka shadi bhi karega geya? ji paungi main ek khushal zindegi? ap. sun rahe ho meri pukar? kab nikaloge mujhe yahase bhagwan? kabbbb.. "

she was crying her heart out with these questions ?

will her painful scream stop ever?

sorry if I've hurt anyone ' s feelings .. but this is the bitter truth which still exists in our society ..

I'll not hide. . idea is taken from the. recent episode of crime patrol satarag call 100.. I was shaking in anger while watching that episode..

this idea just hit my head.

let me know about your feelings . I'm again sorry if I've hurt anyone ' s feelings..

can't garenty when next chapter will come..

r & r