Tavros and I? Well we've had out differences. Nothing we can't seem to somehow sweep under the rug, avoid all together, or sometimes manage to solve. People call our relationship abusive. Toxic even. And it truly makes me sad. I wish they would just understand.
You see, I don't find it well toxic at all. Sure I probably should've done more besides laughing when he somehow managed to fall down a flight of stairs while walking WAY to slow and managing to break both of his legs. But he managed to be fine in the end! He can walk again! In fact I think that whole experience made his legs even stronger.
People just assume its bad because I'm the one in charge. They think I'm treating him bad because I don't listen to what he wants. If he told me some stuff he didn't like, I wouldn't do it.
Besides, why would you want a relationship that's always good? Would that make te bad times even worse than they could be if there was a small spat every week.
I thought everything had been going good. I thought my Pupa wanted to be with me still. That's why I was beyond shock when Tavros just left after a fight. He never leaves. He hasn't been back. I don't think he's coming back either.
Losing something really puts things in perspective. Appreciate the times you have with someone. Because you might not realizes it, but someone you love can just go away. Too suddenly for you to stop it.
All I know now is I miss my Pupa and I want him back.
A/N: I dunno what the fuck I'm doin anymore. But I reallllyyyyy wanted to write tavris an this happened. I don't even know if I got their characterization right or their relationship or some references to the actual story. But basically this is human stuck AU taking place in New York. So I tried to like put somethings that were kind of the same in but idk. Just here. And I may or may not continue this. Idk yet man. I tried something and wrote something at like 2 am. So yeah. Just this is getting stupidly long so just gomen for probably fucking everything up.