AN: I'm sorry in advance.
We are going to get married. If anyone would have told me this would happen when I first met the boy, I would have definitely laughed in their face. I don't exactly know what happened. Something just changed in the way I looked at him.
Six months later
He had to leave, I know he did, but it didn't have to end like this. He promised me. He promised me! He left about five months ago. They all said he would be a great help to the mission. They said that he would be back by the time we were to be married. "They" lied.
all dressed in white, going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat,
six pence in her shoe
something borrowed something *blue*
and when the church doors opened up wide she put her veil down trying to hide the tears oh
she just couldn't believe it
she heard the trumpets from the military band and the flowers fell out of her hands
I walked down the center aisle to take my seat in the front. I couldn't breathe. It has to be a dream. What else could it be? It couldn't be true. Why did he leave me? I feel disconnected. It's like I'm not even here. The rest of the Weasleys were next to me. Including Harry, a Weasely by marriage. Harry is just the same as I would be if this hadn't happened.
The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt
then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
then they handed her a folded up flag and
she held on to all she had left of him oh and what could've been
and then guns rang one last shot and it felt like a bullet in her heart
Oh, please let it be a dream. It would have been forever. I know it would have. I was ready to marry him today. I am not ready to bury him. But the thing is that I'm not. He's not here. They couldn't find him. I'm just burying the life I could have had. It has to be a dream! It can't be my reality.
I realized that I was sobbing into George's shoulder. He held me tightly, without any words. He knew that no matter how hard he tried to cheer me up it wouldn't do any good.
I could just imagine it, opening the doors, while everyone stood, their eyes turning to me, but I wouldn't notice it because I would be looking at him. I can just see his red hair falling into his eyes, his smile, confident, yet still nervous. Oh, why did he have to leave me?
This can't be happening to me. It just can't.
Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
Sad. So sad. I kind of hate it myself, but I wanted to write something to this song. .com/watch/carrie-underwood/just-a-dream/GBE430800045