Dreams. Let me tell you - they are no I know? huh....If you know me you should know the answer.....Lets see why I think so - I'm a 15 year old girl,I don't have many friend,I have one best friend,I can loose even her because of my dreams..you see,I am a teenager girl,I spend all my time with computer,only me,computer and my dreams...last year I at least had dreams like be pretty,or smart,or know how to dance,sing...the biggest one was meeting lil wayne ( yam ) but ya know,they can come true.I mean,I have never ever dreamt about,I don't know,being a marmeid or somthing...but damn.....I'm not some werewolf-vampire-obssessed girl...but...again but..uhhh....Do you know how it feels like you don't belong here or like you don't know who you are or theres no place you feel free , safe , yourself?! Do you have any idea how it feels when you have nothing to loose? well , I KNOW!!! every day is totall...I don't know...every day is...nothing..nothing is happening...sometimes I wish there were at least bad things happening but noooooo,ofcourse no! every day for me is - crying , feeling horrible (like I'm 2 month pregnant) , going to school , pretending to my bff ( most amazing,cute,kindest person on earth) that my life is at least OK , than going home , than biggest part of my life DREAMING , and at last sleeping !!!! Interesting,huh? Oh god,sometimes I want to die...I don't know why..I mean...ehhh...I just wish my dreams came true,for once in my life,and thats it!!! Nothing more , nothing less !!! is it too much to ask for? I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY