So this is my first fan fiction be nice.

I hope you like it so tell me what you think

Thoughs who love you

Chapter 1:

Flash back

"Mom I'm…. Mom I'm" just spit it out Bella" I'm pregnant. Bella how could you be so stupid your making the same stupid mistakes I made. Mom I'm sorry it wasn't my fault " save it Bella I don't care I'm taking you to the clinic so we can take care of it and we can go on as if this never even happened" but it did mom and I'm not going to kill my baby. Then you're not living here you can go live with your father. I don't want a slut as a daughter. Now go and call your father and tell him. Ring...ring...ring" hello swan residence, Dad... Bella? Yah it's me I got to tell you something. Tears are treating to spill out "bells whats wrong? Its ok you can tell me, "dad I'm pregnant and Renee said she can't have a slut for a daughter and I can't live here... "Are you there dad? Yah I am and of course you can come stay with me. As long as you tell me how this happened once you get here "ok dad I love you... love you to bells.

End of flash back.

Bpov

My name is Isabella swan, but people call me Bella. I'm 16 years old and almost 3 months pregnant. I'm on my way to forks Washington to live with my dad since my mom can no longer look at me without getting a discussed look on her face. I was rapped at a party by Jacob black, thinking back to that night pains me every time it comes to mind. Its caused me to lose everything my friends my home and my mom , but the one good thing that has come out of it is this baby growing inside of me and I can't wait till he or she is born.

Ladies and gentlemen thanks for flying LAX. Hope you enjoyed your flight. I walk out the gate to package claim and get my bags. "Bells is that you?" I turn around yah dad it's me, "wow it's been forever how bout we get you home. Ok dad. We made small talk on the way home but nothing that big but I know what conversation were having when I we get to the house. The one conversation I've been dreading since I told him I was pregnant. We pull up into the small drive way I remember from when I was a kid. "Ok let's get you settled in so we can talk about this..." ok. So I make my way up the stairs to my old room and set my stuff down on the floor. Whishing I didn't half to tell him, so I make my way down stairs to tell him everything. "Tell me everything starting with who did this…. "His names Jacob, he was the captain of the football team so I thought I was lucky to be asked to the party by him ... but at the time I didn't know what he was capable of until we got to the party, he seemed nice enough so when he offered to go up stairs to talk I said yes I knew it was wrong but I had a few drinks and I was feeling a little buzzed so I just followed him upstairs and into a room he closed the door behind him and turnedthe lock. I paused and he motion for me to continue. We went to sit on the bed and he started to say how good I looked and what he wanted to do to me and I was getting a little creped out so I went to get up and he pushed me back down a little too rough so I told him to let me go but he said that I was lucky to be with him and I was going to give what he wanted. He started to rip my clothes of I told him to stop but he just slapped me and the next thing I knew I woke up the next morning and went home".

He raped me. Tears were rolling down my face after telling him everything, afraid to look into his face I just held my head down and when I finally looked up at him. I could see the anger rage and sadness in his eyes. Your mom doesn't know does her... no she doesn't and I'm not telling her you're the only one that's going to know I just can't go through telling the people what happened I just can't. "Bells you need to make a report. No dad I'm not" bells. No I can't and I won't." Ok bells but we need to get you checked out ok? "Ok so after me making a appointment Charlie called for pizza and after diner I went up stairs to un pack my bags I put everything away and made my way to my bed for another restless night of sleep.

So how did you like the first chapter I hope you enjoy?

Edward will be in the story soon. It's mostly going to be in Bpov but I'll throw some

Epov and maybe even a surprise pov in there . Next chapter will be the first day of

School. I have the next chapter wrote but I'm not going to post it until you tell me how

You like this one. And it will get better as I get use to it I promise so review

Xoxo beccat420