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Warnings: Future Mpreg and male relationships don't read if you don't like.

Chapter One, The New Life:

"Sirius, Orion dinner is ready." Remus shouted just as the door bell went. "I'll get it." Sirius shouted. "It's probably Billy my distant cousin and the rest of the Quileute tribe." Remus shook his head at his husband as he heard him thundering down the hall. Remus looked up when he heard the kitchen door open smiling as his cub walked in but it quickly turned into a frown of concern as he saw how pale Orion was.

"Are you alright Cub?" Remus asked his baby worriedly as Orion sat down. Both Remus and Sirius were worried about their Cub as he hasn't been himself since he was attacked during his fifth year. Orion nodded and wrapped Sirius' scarf around his neck covering up the rest of the scar that his hair doesn't cover. Remus sighed and pulled Orion into a hug. "They won't judge you, you know." Remus assured but he knew it was useless he knew Orion was insecure about the jagged scar that ran from behind his ear to the middle of his throat and only let him and Sirius see it. Remus sighed again and sat next to Orion who snuggled into his mother's side when he heard voices of people he didn't know.

The door opened and in walked Sirius laughing at something the man in the wheelchair had said to him as he was laughing too. He was being pushed by a tall boy who looked exactly like the man in the wheel chair except that his hair was shorter than his father's and he was wearing a black short sleeved t-shirt. The smile fell slightly on Sirius's face as he saw how scared his son looked. "Ori?" Sirius questioned as he kneeled next to his son.

"Baby they aren't going to hurt you I promise. You know I'd never bring someone here that could hurt you. This is Billy my cousin and his son Jacob and the others are apart of the tribe I told you about they're also shape shifters that can turn into wolves." Sirius explained patiently to his son as he pointed to their close family and the tribe. He sighed and exchanged worried glances with Remus when Orion didn't appear to hear him except for moving closer to Remus so much so that he was nearly falling off of his chair as he tried to get away from the strangers.

Sirius sighed quietly as he tried to hide the concern and worry that he knew was plain for everyone to see as he kissed Orion's head before turning back to his cousin and the tribe. "Billy, Jacob. This is my husband Remus and our son Orion whose a few months younger than Jacob." Sirius introduced his family smiling as Remus introduced himself, he knew Orion wouldn't as he was always too scared around new people he just hoped they didn't take offence to it and upset his son anymore as no matter who they were if they upset his son then they'd get their asses kicked.

"Hello Remus, Orion it's nice to meet you I've heard a lot about you from Sirius." Billy laughed. "That's Sam and his imprint Emily, Jared and his imprint Kim, Embury, Quill, Seth and his sister Leah." Billy introduced pointing to each member of the tribe who all smiled warmly at the three men especially the small scared little boy.

"It's nice to meet you all," Remus greeted warmly, though they could all see that it didn't really reach his eyes. "Why don't you all take a seat as I was just about to dish up dinner. Luckily Sirius remembered to tell me that you were coming otherwise I wouldn't have had enough food for you all. I'm sorry about Orion he's scared of new people; he never used to be but since he was attacked last year he hardly speaks even to us." Remus sighed, but Billy and the others just waved away his apology.

"Ori why don't you come here and sit with me while mum dishes up dinner, eh?" Sirius asked with his arms spread wide open inviting his scared little cub to sit in the warm safety of his lap. Orion looked nervously at the large boy; Jacob his mind supplied, sitting in the seat next to his dad and moved closer to Remus if that was possible as he was currently sitting on the very edge of his own chair making it tip slightly.

"Whoa it's alright kid I won't hurt you. None of us will; your family and we always protect our family." Jacob smiled reassuringly even though Orion was still looking at him with large doe like eyes filled with fear. "Ori how about I sit in mum's chair until he's finished dishing up dinner that way you can still sit in my lap." Sirius suggested. "But I can promise you that no one in this house is going to hurt you and I'll never let someone hurt you again." Sirius swore. He was secretly hoping that Orion would come to him but he'd never push his son as that would only make things worse.

There was silence in the kitchen as Orion was obviously trying to make a decision by the little frown he had on his face that made him look cute but it was also given away by the way Orion's eyes kept flicking constantly around the room as though he was assessing each person whether they were danger to him, which they all thought he probably was and it made their heart ache for the scared teen in front of them. Sirius hating to see his son like this was about to say that it was alright for Orion to stay where he was and that he'd dish up the dinner, even if most of it ended up on the floor or in people's laps. But he stopped before the words even left his mouth as he saw his son slowly get up from the chair, his eyes still on the lookout for danger, as he made his way over to Sirius and sat himself down carefully before burying himself in Sirius's chest.

Sirius held his son right to him as he whispered praises into Orion's ear making sure that he knew how proud he and Remus were right then, they knew it would seem insignificant to some people but to him and Remus it was a huge milestone to them. It was finally proof that their son was getting better, yes they knew that he had a very long way to go yet, but it was a step in the right direction and for that they were grateful.

"Ori baby I'm so so proud of you right now that I can't even put it into words how proud of you I am." Remus told him, running his hand through Orion's curly hair to calm him before kissing his forehead. "I know this is only small cub but it is a huge improvement and you should be proud of yourself as your father and I are." Remus kissed Orion's head one last time before he started serving the dinner.

"Thank you Remus for that lovely dinner." Billy thanked sitting back in his chair with a satisfied grin on his face. The rest of the tribe nodding their heads and murmuring their thanks as well. "Your welcome," Remus replied as he flicked his hand at the plates and then at the sink where all of the plates flew off of the table and into the sink where they proceeded to wash, dry themselves. "Now who is ready for desert?" Remus asked looking around at the tribe. "I hope you like treacle tart and if not there is chocolate cake both of which Orion made earlier today." Remus told them smiling proudly at his son who was still in Sirius's lap.

He was so happy earlier when Orion agreed to to make the deserts as he and Sirius both loved Orion's cooking, it was better than Remus's own cooking. "Orion would you like to help me dish up?" Remus asked his son hoping he wasn't pushing his luck or pushing Orion too far for one day. Orion looked wide eyed at his mother and then to everyone else. He wanted to help really he did but he was scared that these people would hurt him even they were distantly related it wouldn't stop them from hurting him, but he also didn't want to be anymore of a burden on his parents then he already was. He didn't want to be the straw that broke the camels back, he didn't want to push his parents into getting rid of him because he was a useless freak who was scared of everything and everyone.

"ORION SIRIUS JOHN LUPIN-BLACK!" Remus shouted making everyone jump. "DON'T YOU DARE THINK LIKE THAT! I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING BUT I KNOW IT'S NOTHING GOOD IF THE FEELINGS I'M GETTING OF YOU ARE ANYTHING TO GO BY!" Remus shouted he wasn't so much as angry but appalled that his own son would think such things about himself that he'd feel so much fear and self hate and loathing directed at himself. He didn't want his son to hate himself or worse think he and Sirius would get rid of him because they wouldn't not in a million years would they even think about doing that to their baby.

He didn't mean to shout but he couldn't help it when he felt those feelings coming off of his son. He didn't want Orion to undo all the hard work he'd made yes it was slow but he and Sirius would be there every step of the way and they wouldn't and don't regret it one bit. They knew Orion wouldn't get better over night, what happened to him wasn't something you got over quickly and not without a few set backs along the way but he was speaking for both himself and Sirius when he said that they'd both be there every step of the way and he told Orion this. "Orion I know it's hard and frustrating but I don't want you to think like that about yourself as your father and I love you and we believe in you.

You've come along way sweetheart you just got to give it time." Remus stated resting his hands on Orion's shoulders. "That's why if you'd like you can go to Forks High School in the fall but you won't be going alone as Jacob, Seth, Leah, Quil and Embry have all agreed to go with you to protect you and to be there if you need them, but that is only if you want to. But you don't have to worry about it right now as your not going yet and if you do start you'll only be going half a day a week for two weeks so you can get used to it slowly staying there longer." Remus assured him when he saw the worried look on his face.

"But you don't need to worry about it pup we'll take it at your pace as we've always done." Sirius said kissing his son's forehead. "Now why don't you help your mother dish up you amazing puddings huh?" Sirius asked. After a couple of minutes Orion hesitantly nodded his head. "That's my boy." Sirius said giving his son one last hug before he let him go.