All for love
Disclaimer: Of course I do not own Ghost Hunt.
Chapter 1 - Leave
"Naru-chan…?"
"Leave! Leave or I'll…I'll make you leave myself!" he yelled at me with so much anger. What made him this mad? What could I have done to make him this mad? Yesterday…he was so happy, I saw it in his eyes and now this…?
"Why…? I didn't do anything to deserve this! I am your girlfriend who didn't do anything bad to you!" I asked and yelled at him with my tears welling up on the sides of my eyes. I didn't do anything to deserve this!
"Mai, you deserve this and I am not letting my girlfriend leave my house because I don't have one. I am only letting my employee leave this office which also means that you are fired." That was it. I had enough and slapped him hard.
"Don't you dare call me by my name! You have no right to! You…you jerk! Oh…and I am not actually fired, cause I quit!" with that I turned and exited the office with a loud bang.
I stomped as I walked outside, I didn't care about the looks people gave me. I had the right to be angry! I'd rather die than seeing his face again!
I couldn't stand this anymore so I ran to where my father and mother's graves were.
I was greeted by the crisp, cold air and leaves. The sky already had an orange tint with some pink streaks here and there…so, it was already sunset.
…Flashback…
"Hey Mai…"
I looked at Naru as we watched the sunset at a flower field that he showed me. I gave him a smile and said, "Hmmm?"
"Did you know…that I love sunsets? They are so calming and tells you that night is coming. It's also considered as…romantic as some say." He smiled, admiring the view.
I rested my head on his shoulder and said, "In that 'some', will there be you and me? Cause I believe that sunsets are romantic."
He smiled and said, "Probably…and did you know…that you are my sunset…?
…End of Flashback…
"Damn him! I do I always remember him…? Forget about everything…forget…forget…" I repeated it like some kind of mantra.
"I only I never met him…" I cried my heart out. Why do the people I love be taken away and make me go away? The thought was heart wrenching.
Rain poured hard on me. Is the world sharing my sorrow? At least someone knows that I'm sad…someone…cares? No. It's just all because of pity!
"Hey rain! Do you hear me! Don't look at me with pity! I don't need your pity! I don't need anyone's pity!" I yelled as I looked at the sky. I'm becoming crazier by the minute, aren't I?
…
I looked at her and stopped the urge to come and comfort her. I've done it, I've said such cold words. I should have been much softer…
It's for her sake.
"Hey rain! Do you hear me! Don't look at me with pity! I don't need your pity! I don't need anyone's pity!" she screamed at the sky. It makes me guilty that I made you this depressed. I looked down and tried to block all the memories we had.
Mai…
And so I left and gone to my apartment. I just couldn't take it anymore…
…
The next day I woke up, still dressed with my once soaked shirt and skirt. "Ughhh!" I banged my head at my pillow repeatedly. Why did I dream about him! I know it's not Gene that I dreamed of…it was when I moved in his apartment and saw him beside me as I woke up. I cried again…
The next days went in a haze. It was like the world had stopped. I went to the park but only to have remember such memories. I went to hang out with my art club 'friends' in the karaoke.
It was my turn and I sang. Music was a great way of expressing your feelings; letting them out. My friends applauded and so I began.
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
Such memories…Such memories that I want to forget. …
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
What did I do to deserve this? All of this? Everywhere I go, may it be the park…school…anywhere! It only reminds me of you and me together! Get out of me head!
I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Only you...
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see...
Won't you come back? Even just to say sorry? Please?
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
You, You,
It only reminds me of you
Only reminds me of you…if only I was just like Spongebob that had little selves at my head and just say, "Empty my mind…" repeatedly and wallah! You don't remember anything or anyone! (A/N: Hahaha True true! Spongebob made that one time! I don't know if it's true because my classmate only told me that. I don't watch Spongebob but they do!)
Naru…what have you done to me…? That day I swore to never fall in love again and became distant and fake. As I pass everyone I would only put on a fake smile, no one really saw through me. Nothing was the same and I thought you were different and would never ever leave me. But guess what? I was very very wrong.
"I am going to make you regret that you have done this to me Kazuya…"
And so Vote 'A' wins. I already have the plot so yesterday. :) I never thought that many would review. I only thought that...hmmm 3 would only vote? Oh but thank you for everything readers! Now here's the Sequel you want lolz xD Don't forget to review~! I know it's short right? But I'll try and make it longer on the next chapter!
-PauleenAnne