Authors Note: Hi again, this is another one of my Supernatural works so please enjoy, this pretty much goes up to season 4ish.
The first time, he stared at a little Sam on Christmas night.
"Thank you Sam, I love it." Sammy smiled back and Dean held the pendant in his hand hanging from his neck.
Never change Sammy Dean thought.
The second time, Dean stood outside of Sam's apartment at Stanford looking up and the window. He clutched his necklace, about to climb up.
Please come with me he hoped
The third time, this was one of their calm moments as the older hunter passed his brother a beer while they sat on the hood of his baby watching the sunset. He touched the amulet with his fingertips and sighed
couldn't do it without you Sammy
The fourth time, Dean watched his brother fall to the ground after a man named Jake pulled away from Sam with a knife. Dean ran forward catching his brother in his arms looking at the stab wound in the dark as Sam's consciousness slowly faded.
"Sammy? Sammy?!" Dean reached up to the gift from his brother and held it tight along with Sam.
You can't be dead, you can't be...
The fifth time, the fire and pain burned through his soul as Alistair twisted and scarred Dean in unimaginable ways. Dean reached up for the pendant searching for it, but quickly realizing it wasn't there, closed his eyes.
"I love you Sammy." he whispered quietly.