AN: This is the first chapter for yet another of my Vocaloid Kaito X Len fanfics. Hope you like it! :). Oh yeah, and I don't own Vocaloid or any of the characters used. Just saying.

(POV: Kaito)

Sometimes I wish I could simply go back in time to before I started to fall for Len. He simply tempts me too much. I know that I, a 19-year-old, practically an adult, should not be having these feelings for a fourteen-year-old boy. But I just can't help it! His cute, blushing face; his pure, blue eyes; his lovely voice that sounded like beautiful music to me, even when he wasn't singing... They were all too much for me; I can't help being in love with him.

It all started sometime last year. Len, Gakupo, Miku, Rin (Len's sister),Luka, Teto, Gumi, Meiko and I all live together in a nice house, bigger than most Tokyo homes. We have lived together all our lives due to the fact that we were all chosen at birth to be raised as "Vocaloids," a new kind of person who can sing in very special ways. We can sing faster than any normal human can, and our life has always involved music every day.

We are like this because a man who we Vocaloids refer to as "Master" surgically put a "music chip" into our brains when we were only babies, giving us musical abilities far superior to those of a normal human being. We are also able to stay fairly young and good-looking, and live for a VERY long amount of time. So far, I have lived 19 years, and look like a normal, attractive 19-year-old. We usually stop, or pause, our aging at around 25 so I'll only change for about 6 more years.

There are other Vocaloids apart from the ones that live with me, but they live in separate houses. We all live in the same neighborhood, though, and go to a special music-oriented high school for only Vocaloids (which also offers earlier grades for younger Vocaloids such as Oliver or Kaai Yuki, and college-level years, for Vocaloids like Meiko and Haku and myself.). It was a simple, fun-filled life. At least until sometime last year, when my feelings for Len began to change.

Before that, Len had always been only a friend. More like a little brother to me than anything else. I could never have imagined being with him in any other way. But, that slowly began to transform itself into something completely new. No longer was I happy with being his "onii-chan" or "Kaito-nii." I wanted to be more to him than an older friend to look up to and ask for advice.

When I looked at Len, I noticed that he was actually very beautiful. He is such a kind person, always putting others before himself. He was also so shy, which only made him seem even more adorable. Also, I felt blessed and extremely lucky to be able to hear him sing every day, because to me his music was the most amazing of all of ours. I could listen to him for hours. Not only for singing, but for speaking as well. He always said such insightful things, especially for a boy so young, and I loved hearing his thoughts and opinions about the world and everything in it. It was a treat for me whenever I got to spend some time alone with him, without any of the girls talking and giggling loudly and without Gakupo making any sarcastic comments, and especially without Meiko being her normal drunken self...

One of the main problems is that I don't know what he thinks of me. I know that he likes me as a friend or even in a brotherly way, but I don't want to be just a friend to him. I want us to be much, much more than that. I know that it is a very selfish thing to want from him, because he is so young and innocent. I wouldn't like to stain his pure white canvas with dirty things that we would do together. In fact I hate it that I can't stop thinking about doing things like that with him, but those kind of thoughts are not ones that I can control. Anyways, if he doesn't think of me that way, then I will be pretty depressed and lonely. But if he does end up feeling the same way about me, then all kinds of new problems will arise. Like, is it okay for us to be together? Is it wrong? Is the age difference too much?

And I don't know if he is even into guys. I've heard rumors that he has feelings for Gumi Megpoid, which would hurt me a lot. But it would still support him in finding love, because I care a lot about him, maybe more than I care about anything else in the world. And I still don't know whether or not he likes me that way. I guess all I can do is hope.

(POV: Len)

I have been really in love with Kaito since the beginning of middle school, which was more than two years. I am now a first year in high school, which means that I'm almost 15 years old but not quite. Kaito is now 19 and has been in college for about a year now. I'm lucky that I still get to see him at school, since we have college classes at our school too. That's where Kaito goes, and I'm in the high school part of the school. That means that I still get to see him at lunch, even though we hardly have any classes together. Plus, we had plenty of time to talk to each other at home. Even so, it felt like my time alone with just him, not Rin or Miku or anyone else, was becoming very limited.

The main problem with this is that I don't think Kaito likes guys, and even if he did he would never consider a high school first year like me. I think he likes Miku, which is perfectly fine since it's his choice and all, but I would rather that he loved me like I love him. But he probably thinks I'm too young to even understand something like love. He would just tell me that I'm too young and immature to know how I really feel, and brush it off as if it were nothing. I may not be an expert on the world yet, but If anything I know how I feel about Kaito. And I knew it for sure!

This isn't just a crush. He is everything to me. At night, I always think about him before I go to bed. I always wonder what it would be like to have him in here with me, holding me tightly in his strong arms, and I hope that somehow he is thinking of me as well. But I know that that would never happen. There are so many beautiful girls and women, as well as many handsome male Vocaloids, so why would he ever choose me out of all of those? I mean, he probably thinks of me as a little brother figure who is too cute and innocent to get those kind of things.

I really am not quite as innocent as people think I am. I mean, I've never really done anything "dirty," but I've had dreams and fantasies about things like that, and they were all about Kaito and I. I always feel bad after I think about things like that because I know that it's not right for someone my age to be thinking about that, but I just can't help it. Kaito's tall, thin body; his somewhat rough but still beautiful voice; his loving and compassionate personality... They had me blinded by amazement. I can hardly even think straight when I'm with him. It's embarrassing because I know I sound like a little girl around her first love, and since I am a boy it could be seen as an insult to my pride. But I don't really mind the butterflies in my stomach or the silly feeling I get, what does bother me is the sinking feeling in my heart when I think about how he probably does not love me back.

I still have a little bit of hope, though. I've seen him stare at me a few times, and although that probably doesn't mean anything at the moment, it could be a hint that he actually likes me. It's a small one, but at least it means that there is some chance of him feeling the same way about me! Which is why I'm planning on confessing my love to him tonight. I'll have to talk to Rin about it first, since she can give me some insight on how to do it and on how to sound confident when I tell him. She always knows what to say about things like this. And, since she's the only one who knows about my feelings for Kaito, she's really the only one I can talk to about this anyways...

AN: Thanks for reading! :D. I hope you enjoyed. Chapter 2 will be up pretty soon, just so you know.