Title: Unspoken Words.
Author: The Phantom Black Sheep.
Disclaimer: Don't own them. There, I've admitted it; I'm over those fantasies. Now
leave me alone already!
Rating: Hmmm... R? 15? It contains a wee bit more then the other two but
nothing too bad.
Warnings: Was meant to be the start of a story with a plot, got scared, turned it into
another 2 page ramble.
Pairing: C/E. (Sequel to 'It hurt' and 'The.')
Description: Wishes of what could be, and dreams of what could never be.
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"I want you." Those words, fierce from a raw passion and need ran through his soul.
Chilling him to his very bones with a rush of breathtaking excitement. Ezra bit down
lightly on his tongue, studying the man standing before him, his chest heaving.
"Then take me," he whispered softly. The almost inaudible and tentative request acted
with the success of a barked command, as Chris closed the distance between them and
pulled him into a fierce, needing embrace. Their lips met, skin grating skin, bruising
the delicate areas from blinding longing. Ezra gasped into Chris's mouth as strong,
confident hands worked their way beneath his shirt, brushing over his skin, sending
jolts of warmth wherever they traced.
"Ez..." Chris nipped gently at the lower lip of the gambler; he licked at them,
moistening them with his tongue as he ran his palms along Ezra's spine, tracing the
vertebrae, gentle hands trembling with the effort of keeping from squeezing the
gambler into him. Ezra reached out to him, brushing sensitive fingertips over warm,
skin. Their sensual pads mesmerising ever curve, every hollow of the other's chest.
"Ez." The other man groaned again, burying his face into the dip where shoulder met
neck. Ezra brought a hand up to cup the golden hair, which now tickled his earlobe,
running his fingers through the soft mane.
They fell backwards into the soft eiderdowns of Ezra's bed, cushioning each other as
they both took advantage of the movement to press closer together. The headboard
thudded back against the wall it rested against, voicing its disdain at the sudden extra
weight.
"Say it." Ezra whispered, closing his eyes as the other's mouth sought out his skin,
lapping at the beads of sweat coating it like morning dew, teasing him with almost
unnoticeable touches.
"Say it!" He commanded, breath hoarse with passion. He needed to hear it, he had to
be sure. Chris raised his head from Ezra's neck to stare into his eyes, the dark orbs
glittering in the soft moonlight. He opened his swollen lips, licking at their unbroken
surface with a tongue no human could resist, and with a tantalising breath of air,
uttered...
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"Ezra! Git your ass out of bed!"
"What?" Ezra gasped breathlessly as he shot up into a seating position, arms flailing
wildly in an attempt to disentangle himself from the sea of sweat-covered blankets
suffocating his naked form. Chest heaving in bewildered and confused fear, he
glanced around the room, green eyes raking over every shadowy corner, every
darkened shape, trying to find the man who had previously been with him. Chris.
He was here, he knew it, could still feel him suckling on the skin of his neck, stroking
his back, chasing away every shiver which had previously wracked his form. This
time he had really been here, had really shared his bed, he had really heard the husky
longing in Chris's voice.
Nothing.
He was alone in his room. Only his form was bathed in the ignorantly warm and
cheery rays of the sun. Only his lonely form occupied the feather bed, only his body
had experienced his dream.
Another dream, just another dream. One of the hundreds he had already had. They
were all the same, always with him and Chris together, he entered it when they were
always in the hottest, wildest stages of passion, and he always left before he could
hear it. Before he could hear those three cherished words.
Even his subconscious self couldn't gather enough imagination to see Chris's lips form
those three words. Every part of his being knew he would never see the grimace of the
'I', the solemnity of the 'Love' or the beautiful pout of the 'You'.
Even his subconscious self couldn't torture him as much as to give him a vivid taste of
what could never be.
The thudding at the door sounded again, the very thudding that had acted as the groan
of the headboard in his dream, or was it a nightmare? He always woke up from it
desolate and alone, sometimes his heart even raced with despair.
"Hey, Ez! Your rooms on fire, your ma's here, a herd of buffalo are headin' up the
stairs this very minute. Whichever one works best is happening right now!" Buck
shouted through the wooden barrier separating him from the rest of the world. The
unconsciously jovial lilt to Buck's voice only played as the mocking laughter Ezra
was sure every celestial being on earth was currently displaying towards him at that
very moment.
"I'm up!" Ezra managed to shout back, his voice only sounding slightly strained, the
best he could attempt. Buck paused on the other side of the door, before replying in a
tone a little less damaging to the ears.
"About time. You know it's almost noon, right? Chris wants you in the jail in ten
minutes for your shift."
Resisting the urge to flinch at hearing that name so soon after his dream, Ezra climbed
groggily from his damp covers and staggered towards his wardrobe.
"I'll be down shortly."
"Yeah, so I'll meet you down there." Buck called to him again. Ezra nodded his head
in response, then quickly shouted out an affirmative upon remembrance of the fact
that Buck couldn't actually see him.
A lively thudding of feet announced Buck's departure down the stairs with a beat
much too jolly both for the state of sleep Ezra was still partially merged in, and for his
bitter mood. A mood that was left, to continue to fester like the pungent haste of an
infected lesion in the desert.
Author: The Phantom Black Sheep.
Disclaimer: Don't own them. There, I've admitted it; I'm over those fantasies. Now
leave me alone already!
Rating: Hmmm... R? 15? It contains a wee bit more then the other two but
nothing too bad.
Warnings: Was meant to be the start of a story with a plot, got scared, turned it into
another 2 page ramble.
Pairing: C/E. (Sequel to 'It hurt' and 'The.')
Description: Wishes of what could be, and dreams of what could never be.
//////////////////////////////////////////////
"I want you." Those words, fierce from a raw passion and need ran through his soul.
Chilling him to his very bones with a rush of breathtaking excitement. Ezra bit down
lightly on his tongue, studying the man standing before him, his chest heaving.
"Then take me," he whispered softly. The almost inaudible and tentative request acted
with the success of a barked command, as Chris closed the distance between them and
pulled him into a fierce, needing embrace. Their lips met, skin grating skin, bruising
the delicate areas from blinding longing. Ezra gasped into Chris's mouth as strong,
confident hands worked their way beneath his shirt, brushing over his skin, sending
jolts of warmth wherever they traced.
"Ez..." Chris nipped gently at the lower lip of the gambler; he licked at them,
moistening them with his tongue as he ran his palms along Ezra's spine, tracing the
vertebrae, gentle hands trembling with the effort of keeping from squeezing the
gambler into him. Ezra reached out to him, brushing sensitive fingertips over warm,
skin. Their sensual pads mesmerising ever curve, every hollow of the other's chest.
"Ez." The other man groaned again, burying his face into the dip where shoulder met
neck. Ezra brought a hand up to cup the golden hair, which now tickled his earlobe,
running his fingers through the soft mane.
They fell backwards into the soft eiderdowns of Ezra's bed, cushioning each other as
they both took advantage of the movement to press closer together. The headboard
thudded back against the wall it rested against, voicing its disdain at the sudden extra
weight.
"Say it." Ezra whispered, closing his eyes as the other's mouth sought out his skin,
lapping at the beads of sweat coating it like morning dew, teasing him with almost
unnoticeable touches.
"Say it!" He commanded, breath hoarse with passion. He needed to hear it, he had to
be sure. Chris raised his head from Ezra's neck to stare into his eyes, the dark orbs
glittering in the soft moonlight. He opened his swollen lips, licking at their unbroken
surface with a tongue no human could resist, and with a tantalising breath of air,
uttered...
//////////////////////////////
"Ezra! Git your ass out of bed!"
"What?" Ezra gasped breathlessly as he shot up into a seating position, arms flailing
wildly in an attempt to disentangle himself from the sea of sweat-covered blankets
suffocating his naked form. Chest heaving in bewildered and confused fear, he
glanced around the room, green eyes raking over every shadowy corner, every
darkened shape, trying to find the man who had previously been with him. Chris.
He was here, he knew it, could still feel him suckling on the skin of his neck, stroking
his back, chasing away every shiver which had previously wracked his form. This
time he had really been here, had really shared his bed, he had really heard the husky
longing in Chris's voice.
Nothing.
He was alone in his room. Only his form was bathed in the ignorantly warm and
cheery rays of the sun. Only his lonely form occupied the feather bed, only his body
had experienced his dream.
Another dream, just another dream. One of the hundreds he had already had. They
were all the same, always with him and Chris together, he entered it when they were
always in the hottest, wildest stages of passion, and he always left before he could
hear it. Before he could hear those three cherished words.
Even his subconscious self couldn't gather enough imagination to see Chris's lips form
those three words. Every part of his being knew he would never see the grimace of the
'I', the solemnity of the 'Love' or the beautiful pout of the 'You'.
Even his subconscious self couldn't torture him as much as to give him a vivid taste of
what could never be.
The thudding at the door sounded again, the very thudding that had acted as the groan
of the headboard in his dream, or was it a nightmare? He always woke up from it
desolate and alone, sometimes his heart even raced with despair.
"Hey, Ez! Your rooms on fire, your ma's here, a herd of buffalo are headin' up the
stairs this very minute. Whichever one works best is happening right now!" Buck
shouted through the wooden barrier separating him from the rest of the world. The
unconsciously jovial lilt to Buck's voice only played as the mocking laughter Ezra
was sure every celestial being on earth was currently displaying towards him at that
very moment.
"I'm up!" Ezra managed to shout back, his voice only sounding slightly strained, the
best he could attempt. Buck paused on the other side of the door, before replying in a
tone a little less damaging to the ears.
"About time. You know it's almost noon, right? Chris wants you in the jail in ten
minutes for your shift."
Resisting the urge to flinch at hearing that name so soon after his dream, Ezra climbed
groggily from his damp covers and staggered towards his wardrobe.
"I'll be down shortly."
"Yeah, so I'll meet you down there." Buck called to him again. Ezra nodded his head
in response, then quickly shouted out an affirmative upon remembrance of the fact
that Buck couldn't actually see him.
A lively thudding of feet announced Buck's departure down the stairs with a beat
much too jolly both for the state of sleep Ezra was still partially merged in, and for his
bitter mood. A mood that was left, to continue to fester like the pungent haste of an
infected lesion in the desert.